My sis's birthday ytd!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANET!!!! haha..all the special august babies ;p.. but no one can deny...the Nov/Dec babies are the best!!yes?? YES! haha..went at night to collect the bike for her...and then we had cheeeese rice..yum! hehe it was all good..spent the whole of ytd..keeping appointments with people..I can finally sign up for sch Di!! - i think!- YAY!!~sonkeys'*huGz*~ hehe...

spent tdy with Jules...that poor sick RG..hehe..and the mop met with us for dinner later..her perm's nice! alrite..i'm SO tired!!

Bambi - it'll b ok...right?
Sara - where are u girl?? i'm the only one blogging!! i miss you like crazy!!
LEONIE!! ;P haha ok ok LG - baby girl, ur msgs seriously make my day! even if they're only about ur other appointments ;p haha
Sonkey!! - u n me n iced choc? soon?
Lemboo - u silly little cow... my miniature lembu doesnt hug me the way u do!! u promised 'coffee'... better make it soon!
JAG*s - i love you guyz!!nxt week's packed with our outings!!

i know...most of them prolly wont see it..but nvm..at least im always thinking of them! ;p...alrite! take care...nites!
*Gracie

the weekend was great!! but ytd, ytd was awesome! it was a really really special day...my bestest friend's BIRTHDAY!!! as of ytd, she's been alive for TWO decades!! that's something to b proud of, if u ask me ;p after worrying and fretting over it..everything somehow fell into place...it may not have been the way she hoped for...but it all fell into place. she was surrounded by people who loved her dearly...by yummy food...and the half-past six deco we put up ;p and of course...PRESENTS!! hehe.. i stayed over...even after slyma's health advisery;) we were both tired..but it was nice..we should do it more often di!! no1 talked abt parachutes this time...but it was just as fun...we looked at pri sch pics...and just talked..abt anything that came across our dead tired brains... woke up early...EARLY in the morning...and she had to go off to work..so i follwed and found my way back home....i was standing in her room when she was taking her shower...and just looking around.. and i thot to myself.. how can i ever think she'll forget me..it's not possible..coz her room is full!...of stuff ive given her..of pics and toadstools ;p hehe..it's just full of memories...and it felt good just standing there..looking at stuff..and remembering!

ok...this'll not be complete till i pay a special.. TRIBUTE =)

and of course...it's to u.. ADELIA! i'm so happy! spending time with you always makes me feel that way.i loved seeing your 1st smile of the day...it was like the whole room lit up!! -or maybe it was just the sun ;p- you've been living for 20 years now!! and most of those years..u've shared with me... from brownies dancing round a bluff toadstool;p to eating brownies with ice-cream! raising n lowering flags, silly girls day outs, dissing people, smiling, laughing, hugging, crying, misunderstandings....you've just always been there. You've shared your family, your friends, your house..everything with me.We grew up together..and we'll probably be growing old together ;) but even then, u'll still be my bestest. Nothing will come in the way of our promises of forever! i wont let it..

i've been truly blessed with u...someone who loves me unconditionally...and keeps dreaming with me..who reaches out when i get lost.and always helps me find my way.who wont worry about getting lost WITH me..just someone who can look right into my heart..and still want to be right there thru it all...i hope u really liked the flowers...and everything else. i wanted it all to be perfect..but somehow it didnt really turn out looking that way. there's so much i want to say.But i'll never find the right words to reveal the depth of it all...But maybe u'll see glimpses of it...just look at me smile when i'm with u...look into my eyes..and u'll know...u'll know that i love you..that i'll be here, there, anywhere for u.that our hearts are linked..and nothing will ever be able to break it...

i love you sweetheart...Happy Birthday... your dreams are just waiting to come true.. so just keep looking ahead..and don't look back..i'll catch u when u fall.Promise.My world would be a sadder place without u..

*Grace
| | u only find a once-in-a-lifetime friend... once in a lifetime | |

For the truly special people in my life..especially || Sonkey!! || you mean the world to me.

- I live beneath the heart
I watch you from the dark
I'm every breath I'm every dream
I've known you forever
I've followed you everywhere
I'm every scar I'm who you are
When you think you're alone
When you cry cos the world's unfair
You can rest assured I'm always there

Even when you feel like you don't belong
Even when you fall and it all goes wrong
Know that I'm with you
That I'm with you all the time

Say a little prayer for the restless heart
We shall never ever drift apart
Know that I'm with you
Know that I'm with you
With you all the time

I walk thru every room
I'm laughing when you smile
And when you cry I cry too
I made you a promise
That I shall forever be
You're on your own but not alone -

yup...i'm with you ALL..all the time;) haha..take care!
*Grace

I'm so tired! things going missing.important things..they just disappear..one minute they're there..and the next they're not.My mum keeps joking that we've got a HUGE toyol running ard.it's driving me mad!!leave my stuff alone!!!! the computer also, going wacky..sighz!

Angry words exchanged..ok more like msged ;p with sonkey ytd. i hope u know i didnt mean it! i don't know where the anger came from.and i don't know how it disappeared so fast.i just know I LOVE YOU too much to keep taking out my silly moods on u! i'm glad things are ok. poor sonkey, her b'day's round the corner and nothing seems to be working in her favour.i remember past b'days!!plans arranged at least a week in advance! and this time it's a big one too..a new chapter..another milestone ;p but..i'm sure it'll all work out in the end! so don't worry already!haha

this branch narrowly missed my head ytd!...it bounced off the car next to us and cracked into two.my sis was even closer to it!...scary to think..if we had just taken one more tiny step...-shudders...

on a lighter note..Jules, i bought the wallet!!YAY!! haha..yeah but there's nothing left to put into it..haha..

alrite, think im gonna find some lunch - haha..as if i live in the jungle;p - bambi, you're right..it's been a good year.thank u for it..just thank you for everything.seriously, i don't know how i managed to get so lucky;p oh yeah ceedee's little msg made me think of all our sily pri sch days..haha how we used to squeeze into seetha's dad's car...and how we were some crazy-must-play-hopscotch-everyday kids;p and how cikgu zarina loved pulling our ears..haha especially mine and elly's..and sara's right?? with those nails of hers! projects in didi's house..that time ceedee cut her hair..and didnt wanna talk to us..like it was our fault!! ;p and i think ceedee's dad's shop.and when it rained so heavily..all those mega-huge cockraches would decorate the walls and we had stand near them not to get wet but elly'd go mad running around in the rain..eventho she still had to take the sch bus home!..CEEDEE,DIDI,ELLY,SARA and whoever else i missed out...we've known each other for so long!! we practically grew up together..i miss those days!:)

ok ok..i'm going...

*Grace

'Shit' green colour today..for a special tribute to one of the best friends i'll ever find :) haha.... The colour itself will let sara know who i'm talking abt..none other than our dearest siti AISHA !!! hehe Happy Birthday girlie!! i wish i could have spent it with you..if we were still in sch she'd had started reminding us probably earlier than June! 20 today huh?? told u..practically an old makcik already;p Aisha's a great friend..anyone that knows her..cant help but love her... lotsa love in that short little body! :) when u're around her..you just wanna smile smile smile...

friends since sec 1...special probs brought us together in sec...2?? kept quarreling like crazy in sec 3;p unending massages in sec 4..and sec 5??we were all stuck together with glue! not forgetting she was my trust-worthy - ..just as lazy as me...purposely missing lessons together in the name of IT...- AV rep partner.. hehe..

she always took care of us...had the softest hands on earth!!...gave free head massages practically everyday! helped everyone she could...got on ppl's nerves...sang her heart out-broke a few ear-drums- whenever she wanted to...stood up for the ppl she loved...smiled..even when no one was watching...

i'm glad we're still friends...i'm glad we went thru so much together! i'm glad ive got such a special gem in my life..-even if i see or her from her next to never-...i'm glad for 5 years i saw her everyday...talked on the phone ...went for malay lessons...and maths remedial..recesses-on the floor!- and lunches...i'm glad for talks we had..for special,stupid,funny moments we shared...i'm glad that 20 years ago...she was born!

so Aisha..u'll probably not see this..but.. i love you..always have and always will...you brought lots of sunshine and sadness into my life...and not for anything will i ever change that... even now..when we cant find time to meet up..or even talk ahwile..just the thot of u makes me smile..there'll never be anyone like u!! my life would probably be different-at least a'lil!!-if not for u...thanks for everything..i love our memories! but i love you more..Happy Birthday once again..and this..is for YOU! take care..we'll catch up soon?? *muacks* love,Gracie

i love our new template..it's perfect! :) haha...it may look a'lil messy to some..but im too lazy to do anything else abt it...to us..it's perfect! hehe...and it's all thanx to KELLY!! *applause* her designs are great..so if u're looking ard for something..pop by..u might just find it there;p haha...

anw, looks like tmr's sentosa trip's cancelled AGAIN :( nxt week prehaps..bleah..i STILL cant find my card..it's driving me absolutely insane! ah well, i'm gonna go look again...take care everyone...love you all..sara'll blog again..once she's gone over the exam hurdles ;p hehe

*Gracie
|| u know i miss u...anywhere i go, i know u're always there ||

So today's the last day sonkey'll b online..well, for awhile anw:( nvm, we have the phone!! haha...the weekend was pretty tiring..with lunches and kiddies staying over...but it was a nice kinda tiring..haha.. isaac did a sweet performance of "i love you more than i can say" haha he's such a sweetheart...

off to the airport later...relatives going for a holiday sort off...will miss them..even if it's only for awhile ;p

SARA!! good luck for ur examz girl!! u n i - n everyone else- knows you'll do brilliantly!! haha right guyz?!?! N you'll get into that uni..believe me!alrite?

write more later!

*Gracie
|| lately, i see u next to never....
but nothin'll come in our way of forever ;)||

So tired!! sheesh..today went well...forgetfuless may just run in the family ;p alicia didn't manage to drop by..yeah la yeah la..go to the zoo without me still don't wanna drop by...i'll hold u to that promise moppy! haha too tired to write much abt today...just wanted to say......HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!! my fellow country?!?..island people! :) no matter what..i'm proud to say...i love our tiny island...it'll always be home i always feel so ...so nostalgic..especially when we watch the -nicer parts of the- ndp ;p haha... maybe it's knowing that we have come far...haha...alrite i'm TIRED! nites everyone!
~We are told no dream's too bold that we can't try for
There's a spirit in the air, it's a feeling we all share~
*Gracie

Caught up with my sonkey FiNaLLy!! bats and weird humour and mata orang and slyma sharpening her parang in the background.Perfect!haha..we managed to catch up online..ah the joys of the wrold wide web! kept u up..sorry! haha everytime i told myself 5 more mins..it became at least 15 more.her uncle's getting married..or maybe the ceremony's over already?!? haha but i do wish him all the happiness in the world..coz he deserves it! i still cant believe that silly bird's nest boy actually WaNtEd to go to sch!to each his own i guess..haha sonkey, u really make So happy ;p So is so happy whenever u're ard..whoever so might be..haha..

my room's in a mess.a huge mess.we ALWAYS do this.last minute-chucking things out of sight.haha..need to clean it up for tmr..actually im suppose to be cleaning the whole house..and help my mum prepare..argh!! i'll write later!

*Grace

Today was Great! =D sometimes, little nuisances really do happen for a reason! well, went to meet my sis..she wanted to go pressie shopping for a friend.so i arrived kinda late.Had a'lil trouble with my mum and bro.Missed the bus and the train took EIGHT minutes to arrive.so i was quite late! Walked around a'lil.She saw something she liked but decided to walk around somemore.was on the escalator up when some crazy person runs up the escalator and gives me a huge shock!!! i turn around and it's none other than........ my darling LEMBOO!!!!! =) haha..i was so happy to see her.Was thinking about her the whole day..wondering where she disappeared too..and if she was ok... and there she was standing behind me with that huge smile..haha.. didn't get to talk much.waited for her fido dido ;p to come up the escalator then she had to go. she asked abt sonkey...said she'd drop by if she knew where u were workg ;) she dyed her hair reddish i think..really NiCe...so, she promised 'coffee' one day..which will be soon i hope -everyone keep ur fingers crossed!- haha...i love that gal to bits! so much! she never fails to make me smile...i could hug her forever...and she'll never make me let go :)

oh yeah...i baked my very first apple pie last week..along with some potato bread..Yummmmy..i'm so proud of me ;p haha

dekap's back..but i have managed to forgot my account name..and i don't think i have space for a tag board..but i do love the smilies! hehe..how sara?? comment box or tag board?

Jan, if u read this..had fun shopping with you! we havent been able to do that in awhile..haha..told u the chicken and rice would be yum ;p i love you!

i have to make an appointment with the citibank guy..i need money! i NEED to go to sch!!! ah well, need to go help my sis wrap her friend's pressie..nites..

was that no pickles, extra mustard and no onions?!?! haha..

*Gracie
Ps: sonkey, it's the little things that matter...:) n oh yeah.. thank you!! i love the template too ;p it's perfect!hehe

||sonkey.sara.bambi.boo.JAG*s.Mi.Sher|| i miss you all

Sara, sorry abt earlier..comp hanged on me.Sonkey, i miss you.msg me back will ya! ;p haha Mop, stop avoiding me..hehe Jules, how was the ball? i miss the JAG*s every other day outings!! Bambi, we didnt talk today :( you know you're my pumpkin! haha..i love you guyz

i was an absolute klutz today.just kept banging into and dropping things.Dropped an iron that was on display and a whole row of asparagus! hit my head on the bed and the cabinet.somehow managed to walk right into a cyclist.i didnt even see where he came from!!all this and more..not bad for one day huh ;p

isaac danced on sat.it was cute..all the little kiddies in their overly shiny costumes :) townsville pri put up this fusion dance or something..it was really really good.no kidding!even the costumes were really pretty. i seriously wouldnt have minded if they danced one -or two or three ;p- more times...haha..

i've been messing ard with the templates..so it may be kinda messy for now..as long as sara doesnt mind..it doesnt matter! haha

contacts really dry..time for some sleep..nites!

my life's changing..everything's rearranging...but i don't know where i'm suppose to fit..

*Gracie
||i'm happiest when i'm with you||

my puzzle's got so many holes....

i gotta make this real quick...so we're back.it's been a long week. but more on that later..when the computer's free-er -i know i know..no such word..-

i miss my friends..i really do.i miss seeing them and talking to them.i miss laughing and hugging and gossiping.i miss it all..from the friends who are oceans apart..to the friends who are just across the island..i miss u all...

i've been missing sonkey alot.it's been ages since i heard her voice or watched her get annoyed or shared an iced choc.or smiled at myself whenever she has to repeat her special order for a cheeseburger.even longer since i held her hand or made slyma annoyed that we were STIL on the phone.i just miss her so much.

ah well..i gotta run..i just wanted u guys to know...I MISS YOU!! i'll write later...
*Gracie