jus alil update for the masses ;p yeah ok wateva.. haha

FINALLY met up with sara.. saw yas n chris too.. the circumstances we met under was not happy tho.. my dear chris's dad passed away.. i cant believe how i was jus speaking to her awhile back n everything seemed fine.. well only they now how hard its all bn.. everythin seems to be on her shouldres now.. being the eldest n all.. but i knw she'll manage... she has to.. all tt pain in her eyes.. those big beautiful 'turkey' eyes... filled with pain n sadness n yet so much courage n strength n jus the want to help her mum n sis..my heart felt like it would break jus hugging her.. imagine how many times worse she must have been feeling...my darling girl.. i hope u know u've always gt me here.. i know ur dad left behind three of his most beloved women.. knowin tt everythin was in ur capable hands.. knowin tt u guys will keep his memory alive for all time.. knowin tt even for generations to come his legacy will b known jus by lookin at these three women.. be strong darl..

other than tt..last wk was absolutely terrible... had the most awful cramps which lasted a whole wk! i am not kiddin u... every single day.. n it was so painful... on top of tt i had to go to work n school... n everything was jus going the wrong way.. it was awful.. at times like tt i was jus so grateful tt i work in a female environment.. where it was all understood n could be talked abt openly and lil 'accidents' were not disgusting or gross.. even if it happened every day!!they were all so nice..pitching in and helping n givin suggestions.. n letting me take so much of time off.. n jus showering me with al the love n concern i needed...i love u guyz! :) thx so much..

sighh...last thing i hafta say for tdy.. i know i kow dis is all over the place... i juz wanna let ppl know tt it's nt a nice feeling... feeling like u'e being taken advantage of... that when u nd me i drop every single thing n run to u.. ok well not literally run.. but i try my best to b there.. n when u dun nd me.. or my concern.. or my attention.. u juz chuck me aside like ytd's paper! sheesh c'mon la... i also have feelings u know...i am human too.. no matter how u might think otherwise... this has been happening long enough.. ive had enough..ENOUGH! we're all capable of acting rationally.. considerately..so juz spare a thot for me... it's not fun having a fren who i try to b there for but when ever i nd u to be .. i dun even see ur shadow ard me.. not once or twicw but EVERY SINGLE FREAKING TIME ...i think it's time i start giving more attention to other ppl who HAVE been there fr me... so whenever u feel like it.. let me know tt i've gt the real u back... i dun nd things to be the way they were before... i know tt's impossible...u've gt so many ppl to think abt i knoe...i jus want a smidge of u.. jus a teeny tiny bit will do...it's tiring being the giver all the time... n not having anything to receive... i want my day in the sun with u too!!!!having said all this..i bet nothin will change.. coz u prolly wont even feel the pinch.. n i'll prolly jus drop everything juz to hug u when u need it.. juz to b chucked aside again.. n knowingly or unknowingly, we'll jus b continuing this vicious cycle.. n y?? jus coz i love u.. dis is my price to pay i guess.. tat's wat frenz r fr? aint i lucky ive gt the best...

One of my best friends; Sher and her cute lil bundle of joy;ANDREW.. hope she doesnt mind tt i nicked her foto..sorry chandi!!!! ;) but i jus culdnt help it.. isnt he jus e cutest...arghhhh if i could only get my hands on tt lil man! heh heh..hw i wish they were here... sher's jus e bestest mommy n andrew seems to be simply perfect.. u've gt ppl loving u all the way across e world lil man..*huGz*.. love ya guyz! missin out on all the action...

so called in sick today..my nose n throat were really havin a go at me.. took a bus down to e doc.. yes i hv to tk a bus ride to visit the doc coz i jus simply like him so much ;p i have like 4..5?!?! clinics here but only tt one offers the personal touch..with those kind understanding eyes..so basically i dun mind travellin for the service..haha.. gt there n the doc wasnt in yet!!! darn... he was late!! late! irritating..by practicaaly 45 mins!! on a cold n rainy day..with the aircon at full blast n the nose leakin like mad and an assignment to complete at hm.. it din feel gd waiting... developed one of my headaches while waitn.. been gettin the headaches often nwdays.. so he finally saw me...he looked different.. nt the same, cute, red-faced doc both me n sara like ...no whom sara liked n i loved!;) he's grown he's hair out looooong...n he looks older definately.. but ahhh those eyes.. tt look of concern.. he's gt it down flat!he sed i was too stressed.. tt was causin the headaches..so he basically told me nt to go to work or sch tdy n to stay hm n rest..haha..gv me cough n flu meds.. n of course somethin for the headaches.. e meds were really strong.. i only tk the headache one..coz i wanted to do my ass.. but it knocked me out completely...unconcsious to e world.. n wen i woke up i was all sweaty..without even realizin! sheesh...

so anw.. i better get back to tt assignment..tho e head's still poundin.. n i juz wanna slpppppppp.. bleah... i'l b back later... bye ppl!

Happy teachers' day!! to the awesome teachers in my life who double up great frenz.. to the teachers who made a difference in my life.. to my informal teachers guiding me thru...and to me! ;p

haha.. su,debs,serene,le,qp,angel,qi.eu,jy,aunty g n aunty sm..thx, u guyz.. for everythin!! great teachers n even greater frenz..im glad i get to c u guyz everyday:) n tt we suffer together.. u fill my days wit laughter n joy! happy teachers' day baybeeeh;) hehe

godma,ms h, mrs lim,cikgu,sheryl,sharon l...thank u for once enterin my life n still being a part of it.. for being frenz n confidants..for all the knowledge n love u've imparted..love ya

nic,shamii,clarissa,serene,elaine,ayu,jay,rach,jyln...we make great teachers dun we!! =) bila bila!!

mama,my mum,my aunt, my uncle... basically my family..for loving me n guidin me thru out all my life..ur love for me is unconditional n it's wat holds me together sometimes.. the lessons u've taught me can neva b found in any bk..u guyz R my life..my 'life' teachers.. u've helped me b the person i am today.. n u STIL help me grow...i love each n everyone of u

anw, my assignment's outta my hands.. FINALLY! sheesh...thank u all, e ppl who pushed n pushed(nic) n the ppl wh had to do all the findin n last min things FOR me (jan&mum) n for the ppl who offered their help n really meant it(sher!&mum again!) ;p hehe.. i made it!! the nxt one's due in 7 days! dam..everyone gt red to go thru the cycle again!;)

sara's back!!!! n i havnt had a chance to talk to her yet! my gosh.. tmr tmr.. i'm gonna call her tmr n finally get to her tt laughter again!! cant wait...
bleah tired redi.. tmr's another day....ah well nites!