Jus gt back awhile ago frm happy daze with my dear serene.
it was funny i was standing in front of "i love happy daze" n tellin serene.. im here im here.. jus outside... n she goes im outside too!! but mine doesnt hv i love! hehe..
was nice la jus sittin there gossipin.
like we dun gossip enuf everyday..we hv to do it at nite too! haha.
silly girl with her guilt-trippin.. hehe at least im nt workin tmr.. n she is!! HAHAHA!

so me n ali kinda settled for a trip at the end of june.
it's high time la.. kinda feelin alil run down.
a trip would boost my energy levels!!
unless ali's crazy shoppin makes me even more tired.. haha n tt has a very high chance of happenin!!
i was tellin ali tt itd b great if jules could come along..
its like we havent spent much.. actually any time
together for so long.. n we were together so often last time..
missing those times.. n jus the joy of their company..
i'll kp my fingers crossed tt ali will b able to persuade her to persuade her mummy n daddy
hehe..
a trip to bangkok..end of june!! haha.. feelin excited on and off.. haha..i hope it works out la..
jus hv to eat grass for awhile to save up.. hahaa
lucky i save on transport n lunch! haha.. oh n snack too..
we'l go we'l go!!
k la i better get some slp..assignment nonsense remuses tmr! argh!
been hvin dis stupid neck ache the whole day..its torturing me..
maybe i hv to go get more of the remedy my sch aunty gv me.. 100 plus! haha.. but it did work
alil wen she gave me in the mornin.. dunno la..
maybe it worked?!? mayb it was in my head?!! wateva la
as long as the pain subsides!
for now tiger balm's neck n shoulder rub will try its best.
nites ppl!

ps: sandra.. thx for the chat we had.. its like returnin to somethin well loved. jus talkin as if u were somewhere ard here.love ya my dear!

the few mins tt made my day..

i arrived at work dis morning..
walked to my class..placed my bag..
arranged a couple of things..
put my fone on silent..
started walkin back to the rm for assembly..
n there came my yantao..runnin to me with his arms outstretched.
all i could do was smile... n bend down..
n there came my joy..runnin at full blast..banging rite into me...
arms ard neck.. tight hug..awesome smile..gentle kiss..innocent laughter..
"LAOSHI!!"
haha.. n tt my darlins..was enuf to mk my day..

bn feelin odd lately..so down..
mayb nt recently..maybe its been awhile
like somethin's pressin me down..
sleepin at odd hrs..for hrs..
unable to slp when it is actually time to slp..
jus feelin tired..
sick n tired..
i dunno wats gotten into me..
but it seems to be goin round..
sonks is kinda outta it too..
argh!!

but then again.. sometimes it takes juz alil somethin small
insignificant to others..
to lift u out of tt rut..
even if it is for a few mins..
even if aft tt u fall back into the rut..
u somehow noe..tt there'l b other few mins..
sometime..somehow..somewhere..
im tired of this rut n i cant wait to get out..
love u my lil yantao..if only u knew wat ur sweet smiles do...