i'm so exhausted...there seems to b so many things happenin at the same time i feel overwhelmed sometimes... n its jus the beginning!which comes first... which deserves my undivided attention... which should be my piority.... my family n frenz hv always come first... always...but im nt even giving them the time they so ritely deserve..n i hv no choice.. i cant help it! my poor mummy muz b feelin so taken for granted..she's bn doin everythin..none of us hv been helpin... for my part... ive nt even been at hm most of the time.. to b able to even do anythin! n wen i am im too tired to care! i jus hope se knows tt i love her with all my heart n im tryin my best.. i reall am!
on to happy things:) as of thurs i FINALLY started my class! hehe i wish my grandma were here to hv seen tt day.. i would have received the fanfare celebratin the occassion...i hope u're proud mamma...i jus wish so muh u were here!i might b far behind most of my peers... but only i know all it took to get me here. so now i am a teacher by day n a student by nite! hahaa hw ironic the provider of knowledge n the receiver at the same time! class seems to b ok... i could hardly kp myself awake..it'l take some gettin use to.. n everyone there seems so bloody smart... spewing theories n huge words so efortlessly... like everythin's just stored at the tip of their tongue!! n ere's so many ppl in tt class!!! so many smart ppl in the same place at the same time....sheesh;pit's like sitting in a huge dictionary or smth!
2 more classes to go for fa! dam i cant remember the sequences even!! i really really hope it'll b ok....i jus wanna pass!plssssssss!!!!!!!! =Dok i better go...off to my aunts... n to memorising abt bandages!
one n two n three n four n five n one n two n three n four n ten n one n two n three n four n fiften............................
Saturday, July 23, 2005
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
ahhh! im so super tired! stayed home today aft work to get stuff done but obviously i din rite..;p darn... school's startin soon!!! excited...yet scared...;) yet alredi swampped by work n fa classes! i jus hope it'l all work out ok!hehehe eh im too lazy to blog!
ANYONE interested in helpin me redo my blog??? pls puhleaaseeee?? i promise to love u forever wit all my heart if u do! hahaha.... take care everyone!
erm seriously anyone interested?? :)
ANYONE interested in helpin me redo my blog??? pls puhleaaseeee?? i promise to love u forever wit all my heart if u do! hahaha.... take care everyone!
erm seriously anyone interested?? :)
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
RACISM
how does it happen when we live in a multi cultural society.. how can ppl even think it wen our neighbours n sometimes even our own family members r of dff skin colours... how can ppl make themselves so ugly by being racist when they believe in their own gods n claim to b gd ppl n preach tt everyone is unique n special... how can they make thmselves out to be better than everybdy else.. wiser, stronger, richer more powerful... jus by judgin ppl by the colour of their skin.. lemme tell u.. in my eyes... U r the weaker as u jus cant see a person for who they r inside... U r less powerful coz u jus simply disgust me... u r definately missin a few brain cells coz u seem to think tt only certain kinds of ppl r worth occupyin this earth...PLS la! ive heard racist remarks b4..directed at me or otherwise.. i've seen racist stares wen the person in question is not entirely welcomed... n the only thing i can think is... where do u get off... where do u f***ing get off thinkin tt way?sigh wat can i say.. to each his own... anw at the end of the day wen ur time is up it's U who has to provide the ans for ur attitude...i am jus lucky n truly blessed in tt my truest frenz... the ones i love dearly... love me for who i am.. colour doesnt matter... red, yellow, blue, white wateva... some of them...namely my beloved ali shares wit me my culture n her own wholeheartedly...n immerses herself into it...every1 of the really impt ppl in my life dun see a difference in colour but the bondin of the hearts underneath...i guess tt's y they're the special ones=D so all u crazy ones jus go jump off a bridge or somethin
phew.. jus so pissed off abt some comments made by a few ppl... anw.. my poor sissy was follwed home by some psychotic bast*** followed my sis home all the way frm sch! crazy or wat rite! lucky my dad was at the traffic light.poor girl was runnin hm... she was so freaked..U crazy psycho..go jump off the bridge too... n make sure u land on some really pointy rocks... idiot!
hmmm anw, im startin classes on thurs! haha gt my timetable.. 1st module has exam! darn.... okie betta head to bed gt work then FA class somemore aft tt... take care my darlings... it's U i love! heehee...
*c'mon ppl lets live in harmony...let go off the bad thots n u'll realise how wonderful each person is... despite race or religion...yes?
how does it happen when we live in a multi cultural society.. how can ppl even think it wen our neighbours n sometimes even our own family members r of dff skin colours... how can ppl make themselves so ugly by being racist when they believe in their own gods n claim to b gd ppl n preach tt everyone is unique n special... how can they make thmselves out to be better than everybdy else.. wiser, stronger, richer more powerful... jus by judgin ppl by the colour of their skin.. lemme tell u.. in my eyes... U r the weaker as u jus cant see a person for who they r inside... U r less powerful coz u jus simply disgust me... u r definately missin a few brain cells coz u seem to think tt only certain kinds of ppl r worth occupyin this earth...PLS la! ive heard racist remarks b4..directed at me or otherwise.. i've seen racist stares wen the person in question is not entirely welcomed... n the only thing i can think is... where do u get off... where do u f***ing get off thinkin tt way?sigh wat can i say.. to each his own... anw at the end of the day wen ur time is up it's U who has to provide the ans for ur attitude...i am jus lucky n truly blessed in tt my truest frenz... the ones i love dearly... love me for who i am.. colour doesnt matter... red, yellow, blue, white wateva... some of them...namely my beloved ali shares wit me my culture n her own wholeheartedly...n immerses herself into it...every1 of the really impt ppl in my life dun see a difference in colour but the bondin of the hearts underneath...i guess tt's y they're the special ones=D so all u crazy ones jus go jump off a bridge or somethin
phew.. jus so pissed off abt some comments made by a few ppl... anw.. my poor sissy was follwed home by some psychotic bast*** followed my sis home all the way frm sch! crazy or wat rite! lucky my dad was at the traffic light.poor girl was runnin hm... she was so freaked..U crazy psycho..go jump off the bridge too... n make sure u land on some really pointy rocks... idiot!
hmmm anw, im startin classes on thurs! haha gt my timetable.. 1st module has exam! darn.... okie betta head to bed gt work then FA class somemore aft tt... take care my darlings... it's U i love! heehee...
*c'mon ppl lets live in harmony...let go off the bad thots n u'll realise how wonderful each person is... despite race or religion...yes?