hello ppl!! i know i know havent been here for long..too long! but i was super busy.. still am actually..BUT i'm nt gonna go into tt rite now.. i always do tt anw.. hehe..

anw, CHRISTMAS is AROUND THE CORNNNNNNNNERRRRR!!!!!!! =D i love christmas.. I L.O.V.E it... i love the love in the air.. the sharing and caring and fun times..is tt only in the movies?!!? nah it's in the air somewhere and i can almost feel it!!! i love the hugz and kisses.. i love the tonnes of food and cookies and kuihs.. i love the cards -we all know hw much i love getting stuff in the mail.. u know rite..;p- i love the xmasy shows-tho home alone is getting alil too mundane dun u think- i love the tree.. the old .. no sentimental deco most of it passed down from my grandma:) i love setting up the nativity...holding on to baby jesus juz to put him in on the 25th.. i love the lights..the lights that come up everywhere during this time of the yr.. i love mad last minute shopping.. i love spending time with my loved ones.. i love feeling mushy and weepy and bundled up wit love..i love to hear ppl caroling.. i love singing the songs! i love going to church.. i love getting dressed up.. i love puttin presents under the tree..waiting for ppl to open them.. i love tt my bday always..well most of the time.. falls in the same wk...but most of all i love tt im catholic and tt im celebrating my faith and tt dis special day was when god sent his only son for me.. for u.. for us... ok so now we all know how much i love christmas!! :) i cant wait!!!! tho dis y it seems to be creeping up behind me pretty fast.. only two weeks to go!! did i tell u how i cant wait!!!!!!!!! :)

another day i love.. which is also coming up... MY BDAY!!!:) bday bday bday!!!yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! did EVERYONE hear me?!?! ;p hahaha unfortunately dis yr i have an exam on tt day so i dun think i'l b doing anythin much..actually i dun think i'l b doing anythin at all actually! hw sad id tt!! i know i know..ali sed we muz all grow up and realize tt work n stuff come in the way of these kinda things.. did u say tt ali?!? or was tt someone else?!? i know.. its true..but i cant help it!! i want to spend the day with ppl i love... i want to njoy and makan n talk to them.. i want the hugz!!the hugz!! i want the PRESENTS!!!! ;p i want to b happ and carefree on tt day..the thing i want most of all is jus to spend time with my frenz... if i could have my way the exam would jus disappear! sheesh.. but tt wont happen... so dream tt after my exam.. i'll take tt silly lift tt i dislike!..down and find my frenz all jus waiting for me.. with lotsa flowers.. n presents.. n hugz ;) n tt they'l whisk me off for a fun nite i wont forget.. n together wit them i can celebrate turning 22!!! heheehe like a princess! hehe maybe there'l b a limo.. and lotsa cash.. n balloons and confetti and choc everywhere - its a dream! im permitted to dream big!- but then again reality bites.. and this is prolly wat'l happen ..aft my exam i'l b stressing abt whether i worte the rite info... and i'l come down and come home and slp..and wake up the nxt day and go to work! bleah! so maybe we'l jus meet up for dinner on the nxt day or day aft or somethin ppl? hw abt tt... i dunnoo...

argh! ok anw.. i better get back to the actual reason i turned on the computer! to type out stuff for class.. ohhh ohh it was my mum n dad's anni tdy!! i couldnt do anythin with them coz..yup i had class!! but i wish them all the love in the world..may they always be each other's missing piece.. thank u for havin us ungrateful kids.. we love u dearly and are actually, truly very grateful for all tt u do for us.. here's to many more happy blessed years to come.. wit love u've built this family...love u guyz!! YAY!
nites ppl!

oh yeah one last thing.. di.. i'm here for u hon.. i know im nt always ard..but i'l try my best.. u know u've gt me here no matter wat tho.. and i love u lots.. *huGz* hang in there babe.. we'll mk two yrs go by real fast..love ya