we really shud change the bkgrd sara..it's starting to bore me too..hmm...anw, today(in in fri) was my grandma's b'day...memories memories memories....sigh..it'll never really be ok will it? will it? remember the jelly cake di? cant belive it's been a yr...

on to happy news.. extension for assignment!! yay! tues! something's better than nothing i reckon! BUT there's quite a lot to b done not to mention homework...i justw anna sleeeeep! oh yeah!! i saw cheryl and charlotte the other day!!! cheryl james! sooo nice bumping into them..and realising that they were actually happy to see me too!! it's been wat? five years since i last saw them!!! =D it was nice...these were the ppl i spent sec one and two bluffing to b listening during malay lessons with. haha

syping for us tmr mayb?whadya say deeeedeee?? hahahaha...*rubs hands in antcipation* cant wait!!!! watch out fluent english person!!! haha.. lemboo darling...you make me so grateful you're in MY life and not somebody elses. I wanna hug you!!! hahaha bambi..how did i ever believe those were shyeyes

Gracie:)
||u dont miss your water till the welll runs dry||

have you ever realized that one of your closest friends was looking right at you and tellin you a little teeny white lie? have you ever? have you ever felt exactly the way i felt when i realized? when you know she/he's twisting the truth.BUT you know they're only doing it to keep you from getting hurt. they're only doing what comes second nature to them...protecting you. so I ask you again..have you ever felt exactly the way i felt? coz at that instant i've never loved this friend more. Coz with this person, is where i know...that i'll always b safe..i'll always be held and protected..i'll always be cherised...i'll always be loved...this is where i know i'll never do any wrong. where i can b wat i want to be..i can be a closet superstar..a closet rock singer;p a closet anything! haha this is where hearts are wrapped with bubble-foam and handled with care and hugz are given freely.This is where i'm always me...where even at my worst..i'm always the best...so even tho it was just a little gesture done without any hesitation..it just reinforced everything we stood for.

Right...that's enough mushiness for now ;p haha..sara's gone!*G*O*N*E*.. she left on the 19th..back across the world! another 365 days to go.before i get her back here!! counting down counting down...sheesh.. It's kinda ironic we never had a proper end to our convo huh? haha..i miss you so much my dear!

TWO assignments due nxt week*faints i'm actually supposed to be working on one of them now..but i cant seem to come up with anything..AT ALL.. some help..anyone??? school's been hilarious! the things we do!! you wont believe until u see! but it's fun.. ohhh that day i was havin my mee hoon and i found a biiiig worm in it!! so disgusting!!!! eww eww eww...i can still see all those tiny legs..yuck..and my fren was tellin us that this worm wasnt the first insect found in the food there..soooo no more 1st floor for us yes?*nods ;p alritey..better shift my attention back to my assignment!! Happy Chinese New Year!!!!here's to the monyet year!!:)

*Gracie
*sings* I'm really not your average thug ahhh ugggggg hehehe

Sch's been fun!! i've really missed being part of a class.. there's not one single guy besides the lecturer in my class so it's as if i'm still in sec sch or pri sch for tt matter;p haha...made some new friends i'm pretty sure i'll absolutely love in some time! so all in all... it's been a good week! Assignment due in two weeks i think..i have no clue how the heck to do it..but hey..i'm sure it'll b ok!

so guess who i met today? GLADYS, JULES,ALI n SARA! suppose to be a big gathering..but these special ppl were enough.Dearest Glad glad..i KNOW ur dad'll be better soon yeah? u know i'm always here no matter what. I love you so much my dear!thanx for the sweets=)

Anywayz...TMR with my sonkey.i cant wait!!!cocktails cocktails cocktailsss! ohh i saw the donkey u bought me for my birthday tdy!! u shuldnt have spent so much...somemore in ur current state of broke-ness;p BUT u know i simply love and adore every inch of that lil grey thing! i'll take real good care of it! promise! hahaha...

CEEDEE!! u cant read it too?? i thot it was only my comp! haha i've been wanting to change e layout for awhile..but i'm so lazy! haha..will do it when i've got time.till then sorry my dahlings u;ve just got to struggle to read it too! sorry! alritey i'm off to sleep i cant tahan anymore! CONGRATS on ur letter D!

*Grace

HELLLLOOOOO 2004!!!!

Happy New Year!!
here's to an awesome year ahead filled with special, joyful moments!

New year's eve at my aunt's...turkey,chicken,fish,prawns,lamb,veggie...yummmm..SO much of food... the down-side was that i really couldnt taste anything..coz i'm SICK!! sad ain't it..i'm just hopin it clears up by next wk...but we had fun...makaned..laughed at the TNC!-stupid stupid show-;p said our prayers..drank bubbly...it was really nice..surrounded by family...at the birth of a new year!who could ask for more

anw, tdy's the 2nd of JAN!! Di,Sara,jules,ali,glad,sam,Sher.....ALL of u!!! years ago..on this day we met for the first time!!! hahaha..it's OUR anniversary ;p hehe..whatever it is, to each and every one of u..thank u for years of unconditional love!here's to many more to come!*smiles

sara sent me this on my b'day and i only read it tdy;
Angel of December sky
Gathers snowflakes way on high
Graciously with wings in air
Gathers precious gems to share


To trickle down to earth below
To shine like diamonds in the snow
What great beauty it will be
As angel sends these gems for me


A calm and peaceful night with snow
December angel's special glow
See her gliding through the air
This beauty of God's love so fair


Knows just what the snow will do
As peacefully it falls on you
Catch the diamonds in your hand
Where they sparkle God does stand


December's angel wings of snow
Sends her beauty here below
Catch the diamonds from the sky
Magnificently these wings do fly.~
~ Francine ~© original 99
=) Thank u sweets!!! it's lovely..i love the card..i love the lil msg...i love them tonnes...but i love you more!!heh heh heh...please let's meet up soon!! u've been back so long and i only saw u once..it's not FAIR!! haha...

hmm tt's all for now..take care u lot...any new year's resolutions???

love,Gracie