babe...jus another 4 days to go...
its scary hw these two blissful, awesome yrs hv jus flown by..
circumstances hv lead to this decision..
its hard to let go.. but i understand...
our days of 'cilly' gossip sessions r numbered...
no more toilet break visits..
no more mam mam times and bowl sharing ;p
no more bubble tea times...with cheesy hotdogs...
such an unexpected sistahood..
its jus blossomed into so much..
a bond between hearts
i love ya babe...
u've bn such a blessing...
i will definately miss u like crazy..
but nvr will i forget u...
n nvr will i forget the love u always shower on me..
my babe..
lets njoy the last few days...
till we get a chance to wrk together again..
it wont b the same witout ya..
kp in touch..
love u for always...
sistas for life..
mwuah mwuah
babe

honestly speakin...
u're nt a true fren to me...
coz if i ever ever needed anythin...
i'd nvr ever turn to u..

i hate the u tt u are..
n as usual...
i hate the me tt u mk me...
so dun bothr tryin..
coz u'll never ever

EVER

mean as much to me...
as those who are truly...
my frens..
u dun even come close...
n they dun even nd to try...
they'v gt my heart alrdy...
n u nvr will..
so pls la jus get urself off tt pedestal tt u've placed urself on..
u're seriously nt tt great..
in fact u're barely even mediocre

bn sleepin at 5 practically every nite this week..
jus stayin up tryin to catch up on my wrk..
u'd think.. like everyone else alrdy does
tt my job wuld b one tt is free of extra work...
n nonsensical things..
but hw wrong u are..
the lesson plans themselves...
maann...
n the cuttin n cuttin n cuttin...
n all tt thinkin...
hahaha...
am gettin used to the nw shift..
mayb its nt tt bad??
jus leaves me very lil evenin time...
so nothin much can b done..

en there's tt thing abt classes..

hmmm.. dunno..
but everyday its like playin the waitin game..
wait wait wait.. hehe

u know there's this part in coyote ugly..
where dis gal.. lets call her A.. returns home frm her best fren's wedding (B?),
to hear tt her dad's in hosp aft being in an accident..
she rushes to the hosp n in awhile sees B runnin in still in her weddin gown n all..
n wen questioned for comin eventho it was her weddin nite..
B answers.. u've been in my family all my life, he's only been in my family for five mins..
or somethin like tt la..
but this part jus touches me somehw..
n eventho its only fiction.. n would someone really do dis for someone else on their WEDDIN day?,
it makes me think if anyone would ever do tt for me...
n no, honestly im not hintin anythin at anyone.. or disguising some contempt with my best frenz
or anythin.. im jus wondering tt's all..
coz i also wonder if i'd do tt for one of my best frenz if the roles were reversed..
n i'd like to think i would...
n deep in my heart, i'd love to believe tt each n everyone of my bestest frenz would do this for me too...
no matter wat the situation...


my darlin's comin back tmr...
n i cant wait..
i miss her so..
the enquiring eyes.. the silent looks...
the gossip
the fun times..
the crazy times..
the BBT times..
the curly times..
with the chewy chewy bits.. hehe..
bring it on baby!!!!
i cnt wait...
chewy chewy och!
haha

attended elaine's weddin chalet ovr the wkend..
how fast everythin's fallen into place...
feels like they just started..
hehe
miss those gals of mine too..
lookin forward to more complaining and nite 'rockin' with ya'l soon yeah?
quick find a place n let's go alrdy!!

qoute of the day frm lil jay's mouth:

yahoohoo... later the kanchi koni man's goin to come.. hehe..
the lil tyke was tryin to say karang-guni..
the things tt come out of the mouths of lil babes...
u'd b surprised at hw un-innocent some of them really are..
n hw sweet/cute the others reali are.. hehe
alrite..tt's all for tonite folks!

wats happened to me?? i'm still alive n kickin ppl.. jus as usual.. no mood to come here to type.. nt to mention the big fiasco with the laptop n all.. some of u know the whole sordid story.. the rest.. ah it doesnt matter anymore.. i seriously do not want to think abt it..
so the 23rd bday came n went without much hooha.. it was raining the whole day! crazy i tell u..
x'mas has also done its run..had mass.. then lunch at my aunts the nxt day..with a big huge feast.. yummy! haha.. n with all the celebrations and all. we've once again come to a brand new yr.. it's amazing how the years go by at such speed sometimes..n suddenly u jus find urself gettin older n older.. new yr's was good.. started the yr wit ali by my side at church.. then we did the usual stupid things we do when we're together.. tho i think dis one takes the cake.. 30 bucks for a 7 dollar mac meal ali?!!?! hahaha..
things mite have been quieter than usual on my side.. but ive been thinkin.. n there r definately things im so grateful for..for the yr that's gone past
-tt it was all spent surrounded by those i luv the most.. my family..
-tt we've all been kept safe and out of harm's way
-tt my darlin gal came outta the accident with only minor injuries
-tt my besties r still all mine ;p
-tt i've marked another yr of life
-tt im learnin n growin n experiencin more in life

-tt there r still ppl lovin me, prayin for me, guidin n guardin me..
-tt i've bn given awesome colleagues who brighten my days
-tt my kiddies love me.. no matter wat.. hehe
-tt sonkey still knows me like she does
-tt ali n me share serious/weird/funny/silly/nonsesical/meaningful talks once in awhile
-tt sher my hot young mama still remembers me heehee..
there's so much to b thankful for..n truly im thankful for it all.. for U all..
so i jus wish for each of u.. for all of us..
only the best things in 2007..
may it be a yr filled with happy moments and great memories..
may it be a safe yr..
may it be an awesome year..
may it be exciting and invigorating! :)
n if.. IF our strength, courage, faith,hope is tested....
may we face it all head on.. only to come up on top...

i wanted to talk abt my decisions for this yr.. but..
nxt entry perhaps...
i love u all..

may it b a yr tt dreams r fulfilled..

i miss the times with u my loveable lil one...
u were like one of my best frens... only, obviously so much more
we shared so much..
days out.. n nite talks..
movies n shoppin...
n talks without sacarsm..
now only thots of him fill ur head.. ur heart..
i guess u dun hv much time for us.. for me no more..
thinkin things true.. i think i mite b a tad jealous..
nt tt u've gt him..
but more like tt he's got most of u..
leavin nothin much for me..
n tt's wat hurts the most..
i guess its time for the fam to step aside..