i made it..woohoo

hola, como estas?..there actually supposed to be some symbols in between but i edited them out.well school has been gr8 so far.three weeks in and i only skipped one day of class. i was thinkin that todae i would try and type in what i had in mind the last time but i forgot.my roommate just told m that there this new webpage called turnitin.com, it actually checks essays put for plagirism which in a way is cool but in another way is the dumbest thing( or atleast not fair).i mean if you write an essay from the top of your head, i am sure htat someone has had the same idea and has worded it the same way(remember Lit class Grace?..) we had to write a thesis statement and it came out like 90% the same.so even if you thought the idea was original and all yours, there is no way you can prove it.Well. for those who do plagirise, obviously i am so glad there is such a thing...oh i would like to ask any of you thats reading this to join friendster.com, its this connection thing where you meet frens of frens et, pretty cool, so if you do like or just wanna mk friends.i know i sent some of you the invitation.but only do it if you want to. i joined n u wont believe who i saw thru connections(i dint tok to her) i saw Aresha, from SAC. (if you dont remembe..it dont matter)
lets see what else has been going on...oh i am going to US on the 3rd, evening..i was hopin fer an earlier time but i dont knoe depends if i can postpone my Spanish exam.well goin to see my uncle, his wife and kids(adorable gals)..And my GRANDMA..i love that woman with all my heart.and you knoe wot..i get to eat REAL food..(yum yum all the curriess(.man i dont cook so going over htere is going to be Xcellent...and i think i am so blessed( i have not gone holy and all that just that i feel that i am really lucky) my family is coming over..just to celebrate my birthday...i would like to take this time to congratulate my parents on 21 years of marriage..although they will never get to read this, i want to tell them that havin them as MY( all MINE) has been the best.well coming back to the trip so...they are coming here..woohoo..i wish i could pack some of you guyz(u knoe who) n bring you over here. hopefully( i can muh result sheets with all A's on them..wont that be so cool...i have more to write..but rite now i have to get Some slp n TRY and wake up tmr fer an 8 o'clock class..in high sch it was so easy...u cld wake up late and catch a cab to sch..here the freakin cab costs are so HIGH...(by the way Grace) help me out with the templates coz i think that stayin only one way is pretty boring...will be blogging soon..

i've come to conclude that the bettle lives in our room..it comes out at night.. scaring us..flying all over the place..landing on our heads and hands..and it disappears in the morning..making us think it flew out the window sometime during the night.clever little bugger... i wonder where it hides during the day...hmm

sara's been having trouble with blogger...that's y there hasnt been much said from her side ;p but i do know she's fine and at this very moment is stuffing her head with spanish... frankly, i've nothing much to blog about..it's been an ok week... lots of plans cancelled but i didnt mind... for now i'm a happy girl...i've got people loving me.. and for now..that's all that matters...

sonkey!! u prolly wont see this..well not now anw, but i do miss u so much!! more v-mails for u!!promise! haha...
bambi- thru all the uncertainty, i just know it's plain to see..and it fills me with so much happiness! it really does
SARA!! everyday i miss you so much more!! my crazy laughter misses your crazyness to laugh at..haha..
Karen - u'll prolly NEVER see this..but still... the world holds an amazing amount of things just waiting for u to discover them.. it's been long since i saw that lovely spark..too long! i'm glad you've found something your heart's just screaming out at u to show the world...it's beautiful..YOU'RE beautiful..
lemboo - you..you just make me feel so loved... i love those eyes..i love that smile..i love every hug..most of all i love YOU.. i want to b there for u..whatever it is... whenever it is..
cEeDeE - we'll make that meet-up happen soon yeah?? we'll make it a reunioun!! *sings* allamanda is the best..we are better than the rest!!=)
JAG*s - u people!! outing soon?pls?? just missing tiny eyes and ugly toes..haha..

HAH! that's about it..i'm BORED!!

*Gracie

The week's been pretty long. Amidst all the excitement of the week..my dog passed away... He was in a lot of pain..and my aunt thot it was best to let him be free of it all... i miss that furry little guy. Didnt have the chance to see him for awhile since we are here more now... So he's gone, just like that too.. After 10 odd years of faithfully loving, maybe he needed the rest... Or maybe he missed my grandma too and figured life would be so much better up there...hmm

the week was packed with JAG*s outings..but as usual, i loved every minute of it..Went to sentosa TWICE this week...and now i'm black!! BLACK!! a'lil more and my mum wouldnt be able to find me in the dark unless i smiled :) there was this kid there ytd, cute little boy..with a head full of blonde hair and big, qurious grey eyes..and a laugh that would melt even the hardest heart! really!! he let us carry him..didnt even cry when he's family swam out of sight..his elder sis was really shy tho...and just kept saying..I am harry's sister then running away..haha.. i told Mop, i want a Harry too!! hehe

went back to school...they chased us out and asked us to come back later..some new rules or something..being there, makes u realise just how much u miss being there! haha and how much of ur life was spent walking down those corridors...ah well.. was suppose to go sing song with the mop today..but Jules managed to pass me her germs and now im sick and voiceless!! argh!! was suppose to meet my darling lemboo last night..but plans got cancelled..and i guess she was pretty annoyed coz she practically snapped at me when i called.. i'm sorry gal.. we'll meet up really soon k? really soon..We really are worried abt u..i wish u'd just tell us if something was wrong or not..but i guess we just have to meet u to find out..Soon k???

alritey, i better head off to do something more constructive...the weekend's packed!! sigh..i miss u all.. oh yeah.. Bambi, i don't know what it is..but u and i both know what happens...i wish u wouldnt but that's the way it always is...hurry find ur way back to me will u..i miss u! Sara, i don't know what's happenng with u!! hopefully we'll bump into each other soon..i miss u too!! so much!

Silver, u came to us as a tiny little puppy..and i've loved since the first time u stuck ur head out of that toy train..everybody did... even sara couldnt help but love it everytime u managed to chase the annoyin malay tutor out of the house faster with ur constant barking.. it'll feel awful going home and not hearing u greeting us...or jumping around just begging for a few pats... but u're happier now..and in a much better place..so keep an eye on mamma for me k? and know that i love u....

take care everyone....
Love, Grace

My sis's birthday ytd!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANET!!!! haha..all the special august babies ;p.. but no one can deny...the Nov/Dec babies are the best!!yes?? YES! haha..went at night to collect the bike for her...and then we had cheeeese rice..yum! hehe it was all good..spent the whole of ytd..keeping appointments with people..I can finally sign up for sch Di!! - i think!- YAY!!~sonkeys'*huGz*~ hehe...

spent tdy with Jules...that poor sick RG..hehe..and the mop met with us for dinner later..her perm's nice! alrite..i'm SO tired!!

Bambi - it'll b ok...right?
Sara - where are u girl?? i'm the only one blogging!! i miss you like crazy!!
LEONIE!! ;P haha ok ok LG - baby girl, ur msgs seriously make my day! even if they're only about ur other appointments ;p haha
Sonkey!! - u n me n iced choc? soon?
Lemboo - u silly little cow... my miniature lembu doesnt hug me the way u do!! u promised 'coffee'... better make it soon!
JAG*s - i love you guyz!!nxt week's packed with our outings!!

i know...most of them prolly wont see it..but nvm..at least im always thinking of them! ;p...alrite! take care...nites!
*Gracie

the weekend was great!! but ytd, ytd was awesome! it was a really really special day...my bestest friend's BIRTHDAY!!! as of ytd, she's been alive for TWO decades!! that's something to b proud of, if u ask me ;p after worrying and fretting over it..everything somehow fell into place...it may not have been the way she hoped for...but it all fell into place. she was surrounded by people who loved her dearly...by yummy food...and the half-past six deco we put up ;p and of course...PRESENTS!! hehe.. i stayed over...even after slyma's health advisery;) we were both tired..but it was nice..we should do it more often di!! no1 talked abt parachutes this time...but it was just as fun...we looked at pri sch pics...and just talked..abt anything that came across our dead tired brains... woke up early...EARLY in the morning...and she had to go off to work..so i follwed and found my way back home....i was standing in her room when she was taking her shower...and just looking around.. and i thot to myself.. how can i ever think she'll forget me..it's not possible..coz her room is full!...of stuff ive given her..of pics and toadstools ;p hehe..it's just full of memories...and it felt good just standing there..looking at stuff..and remembering!

ok...this'll not be complete till i pay a special.. TRIBUTE =)

and of course...it's to u.. ADELIA! i'm so happy! spending time with you always makes me feel that way.i loved seeing your 1st smile of the day...it was like the whole room lit up!! -or maybe it was just the sun ;p- you've been living for 20 years now!! and most of those years..u've shared with me... from brownies dancing round a bluff toadstool;p to eating brownies with ice-cream! raising n lowering flags, silly girls day outs, dissing people, smiling, laughing, hugging, crying, misunderstandings....you've just always been there. You've shared your family, your friends, your house..everything with me.We grew up together..and we'll probably be growing old together ;) but even then, u'll still be my bestest. Nothing will come in the way of our promises of forever! i wont let it..

i've been truly blessed with u...someone who loves me unconditionally...and keeps dreaming with me..who reaches out when i get lost.and always helps me find my way.who wont worry about getting lost WITH me..just someone who can look right into my heart..and still want to be right there thru it all...i hope u really liked the flowers...and everything else. i wanted it all to be perfect..but somehow it didnt really turn out looking that way. there's so much i want to say.But i'll never find the right words to reveal the depth of it all...But maybe u'll see glimpses of it...just look at me smile when i'm with u...look into my eyes..and u'll know...u'll know that i love you..that i'll be here, there, anywhere for u.that our hearts are linked..and nothing will ever be able to break it...

i love you sweetheart...Happy Birthday... your dreams are just waiting to come true.. so just keep looking ahead..and don't look back..i'll catch u when u fall.Promise.My world would be a sadder place without u..

*Grace
| | u only find a once-in-a-lifetime friend... once in a lifetime | |

For the truly special people in my life..especially || Sonkey!! || you mean the world to me.

- I live beneath the heart
I watch you from the dark
I'm every breath I'm every dream
I've known you forever
I've followed you everywhere
I'm every scar I'm who you are
When you think you're alone
When you cry cos the world's unfair
You can rest assured I'm always there

Even when you feel like you don't belong
Even when you fall and it all goes wrong
Know that I'm with you
That I'm with you all the time

Say a little prayer for the restless heart
We shall never ever drift apart
Know that I'm with you
Know that I'm with you
With you all the time

I walk thru every room
I'm laughing when you smile
And when you cry I cry too
I made you a promise
That I shall forever be
You're on your own but not alone -

yup...i'm with you ALL..all the time;) haha..take care!
*Grace

I'm so tired! things going missing.important things..they just disappear..one minute they're there..and the next they're not.My mum keeps joking that we've got a HUGE toyol running ard.it's driving me mad!!leave my stuff alone!!!! the computer also, going wacky..sighz!

Angry words exchanged..ok more like msged ;p with sonkey ytd. i hope u know i didnt mean it! i don't know where the anger came from.and i don't know how it disappeared so fast.i just know I LOVE YOU too much to keep taking out my silly moods on u! i'm glad things are ok. poor sonkey, her b'day's round the corner and nothing seems to be working in her favour.i remember past b'days!!plans arranged at least a week in advance! and this time it's a big one too..a new chapter..another milestone ;p but..i'm sure it'll all work out in the end! so don't worry already!haha

this branch narrowly missed my head ytd!...it bounced off the car next to us and cracked into two.my sis was even closer to it!...scary to think..if we had just taken one more tiny step...-shudders...

on a lighter note..Jules, i bought the wallet!!YAY!! haha..yeah but there's nothing left to put into it..haha..

alrite, think im gonna find some lunch - haha..as if i live in the jungle;p - bambi, you're right..it's been a good year.thank u for it..just thank you for everything.seriously, i don't know how i managed to get so lucky;p oh yeah ceedee's little msg made me think of all our sily pri sch days..haha how we used to squeeze into seetha's dad's car...and how we were some crazy-must-play-hopscotch-everyday kids;p and how cikgu zarina loved pulling our ears..haha especially mine and elly's..and sara's right?? with those nails of hers! projects in didi's house..that time ceedee cut her hair..and didnt wanna talk to us..like it was our fault!! ;p and i think ceedee's dad's shop.and when it rained so heavily..all those mega-huge cockraches would decorate the walls and we had stand near them not to get wet but elly'd go mad running around in the rain..eventho she still had to take the sch bus home!..CEEDEE,DIDI,ELLY,SARA and whoever else i missed out...we've known each other for so long!! we practically grew up together..i miss those days!:)

ok ok..i'm going...

*Grace

'Shit' green colour today..for a special tribute to one of the best friends i'll ever find :) haha.... The colour itself will let sara know who i'm talking abt..none other than our dearest siti AISHA !!! hehe Happy Birthday girlie!! i wish i could have spent it with you..if we were still in sch she'd had started reminding us probably earlier than June! 20 today huh?? told u..practically an old makcik already;p Aisha's a great friend..anyone that knows her..cant help but love her... lotsa love in that short little body! :) when u're around her..you just wanna smile smile smile...

friends since sec 1...special probs brought us together in sec...2?? kept quarreling like crazy in sec 3;p unending massages in sec 4..and sec 5??we were all stuck together with glue! not forgetting she was my trust-worthy - ..just as lazy as me...purposely missing lessons together in the name of IT...- AV rep partner.. hehe..

she always took care of us...had the softest hands on earth!!...gave free head massages practically everyday! helped everyone she could...got on ppl's nerves...sang her heart out-broke a few ear-drums- whenever she wanted to...stood up for the ppl she loved...smiled..even when no one was watching...

i'm glad we're still friends...i'm glad we went thru so much together! i'm glad ive got such a special gem in my life..-even if i see or her from her next to never-...i'm glad for 5 years i saw her everyday...talked on the phone ...went for malay lessons...and maths remedial..recesses-on the floor!- and lunches...i'm glad for talks we had..for special,stupid,funny moments we shared...i'm glad that 20 years ago...she was born!

so Aisha..u'll probably not see this..but.. i love you..always have and always will...you brought lots of sunshine and sadness into my life...and not for anything will i ever change that... even now..when we cant find time to meet up..or even talk ahwile..just the thot of u makes me smile..there'll never be anyone like u!! my life would probably be different-at least a'lil!!-if not for u...thanks for everything..i love our memories! but i love you more..Happy Birthday once again..and this..is for YOU! take care..we'll catch up soon?? *muacks* love,Gracie

i love our new template..it's perfect! :) haha...it may look a'lil messy to some..but im too lazy to do anything else abt it...to us..it's perfect! hehe...and it's all thanx to KELLY!! *applause* her designs are great..so if u're looking ard for something..pop by..u might just find it there;p haha...

anw, looks like tmr's sentosa trip's cancelled AGAIN :( nxt week prehaps..bleah..i STILL cant find my card..it's driving me absolutely insane! ah well, i'm gonna go look again...take care everyone...love you all..sara'll blog again..once she's gone over the exam hurdles ;p hehe

*Gracie
|| u know i miss u...anywhere i go, i know u're always there ||

So today's the last day sonkey'll b online..well, for awhile anw:( nvm, we have the phone!! haha...the weekend was pretty tiring..with lunches and kiddies staying over...but it was a nice kinda tiring..haha.. isaac did a sweet performance of "i love you more than i can say" haha he's such a sweetheart...

off to the airport later...relatives going for a holiday sort off...will miss them..even if it's only for awhile ;p

SARA!! good luck for ur examz girl!! u n i - n everyone else- knows you'll do brilliantly!! haha right guyz?!?! N you'll get into that uni..believe me!alrite?

write more later!

*Gracie
|| lately, i see u next to never....
but nothin'll come in our way of forever ;)||

So tired!! sheesh..today went well...forgetfuless may just run in the family ;p alicia didn't manage to drop by..yeah la yeah la..go to the zoo without me still don't wanna drop by...i'll hold u to that promise moppy! haha too tired to write much abt today...just wanted to say......HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!! my fellow country?!?..island people! :) no matter what..i'm proud to say...i love our tiny island...it'll always be home i always feel so ...so nostalgic..especially when we watch the -nicer parts of the- ndp ;p haha... maybe it's knowing that we have come far...haha...alrite i'm TIRED! nites everyone!
~We are told no dream's too bold that we can't try for
There's a spirit in the air, it's a feeling we all share~
*Gracie

Caught up with my sonkey FiNaLLy!! bats and weird humour and mata orang and slyma sharpening her parang in the background.Perfect!haha..we managed to catch up online..ah the joys of the wrold wide web! kept u up..sorry! haha everytime i told myself 5 more mins..it became at least 15 more.her uncle's getting married..or maybe the ceremony's over already?!? haha but i do wish him all the happiness in the world..coz he deserves it! i still cant believe that silly bird's nest boy actually WaNtEd to go to sch!to each his own i guess..haha sonkey, u really make So happy ;p So is so happy whenever u're ard..whoever so might be..haha..

my room's in a mess.a huge mess.we ALWAYS do this.last minute-chucking things out of sight.haha..need to clean it up for tmr..actually im suppose to be cleaning the whole house..and help my mum prepare..argh!! i'll write later!

*Grace

Today was Great! =D sometimes, little nuisances really do happen for a reason! well, went to meet my sis..she wanted to go pressie shopping for a friend.so i arrived kinda late.Had a'lil trouble with my mum and bro.Missed the bus and the train took EIGHT minutes to arrive.so i was quite late! Walked around a'lil.She saw something she liked but decided to walk around somemore.was on the escalator up when some crazy person runs up the escalator and gives me a huge shock!!! i turn around and it's none other than........ my darling LEMBOO!!!!! =) haha..i was so happy to see her.Was thinking about her the whole day..wondering where she disappeared too..and if she was ok... and there she was standing behind me with that huge smile..haha.. didn't get to talk much.waited for her fido dido ;p to come up the escalator then she had to go. she asked abt sonkey...said she'd drop by if she knew where u were workg ;) she dyed her hair reddish i think..really NiCe...so, she promised 'coffee' one day..which will be soon i hope -everyone keep ur fingers crossed!- haha...i love that gal to bits! so much! she never fails to make me smile...i could hug her forever...and she'll never make me let go :)

oh yeah...i baked my very first apple pie last week..along with some potato bread..Yummmmy..i'm so proud of me ;p haha

dekap's back..but i have managed to forgot my account name..and i don't think i have space for a tag board..but i do love the smilies! hehe..how sara?? comment box or tag board?

Jan, if u read this..had fun shopping with you! we havent been able to do that in awhile..haha..told u the chicken and rice would be yum ;p i love you!

i have to make an appointment with the citibank guy..i need money! i NEED to go to sch!!! ah well, need to go help my sis wrap her friend's pressie..nites..

was that no pickles, extra mustard and no onions?!?! haha..

*Gracie
Ps: sonkey, it's the little things that matter...:) n oh yeah.. thank you!! i love the template too ;p it's perfect!hehe

||sonkey.sara.bambi.boo.JAG*s.Mi.Sher|| i miss you all

Sara, sorry abt earlier..comp hanged on me.Sonkey, i miss you.msg me back will ya! ;p haha Mop, stop avoiding me..hehe Jules, how was the ball? i miss the JAG*s every other day outings!! Bambi, we didnt talk today :( you know you're my pumpkin! haha..i love you guyz

i was an absolute klutz today.just kept banging into and dropping things.Dropped an iron that was on display and a whole row of asparagus! hit my head on the bed and the cabinet.somehow managed to walk right into a cyclist.i didnt even see where he came from!!all this and more..not bad for one day huh ;p

isaac danced on sat.it was cute..all the little kiddies in their overly shiny costumes :) townsville pri put up this fusion dance or something..it was really really good.no kidding!even the costumes were really pretty. i seriously wouldnt have minded if they danced one -or two or three ;p- more times...haha..

i've been messing ard with the templates..so it may be kinda messy for now..as long as sara doesnt mind..it doesnt matter! haha

contacts really dry..time for some sleep..nites!

my life's changing..everything's rearranging...but i don't know where i'm suppose to fit..

*Gracie
||i'm happiest when i'm with you||

my puzzle's got so many holes....

i gotta make this real quick...so we're back.it's been a long week. but more on that later..when the computer's free-er -i know i know..no such word..-

i miss my friends..i really do.i miss seeing them and talking to them.i miss laughing and hugging and gossiping.i miss it all..from the friends who are oceans apart..to the friends who are just across the island..i miss u all...

i've been missing sonkey alot.it's been ages since i heard her voice or watched her get annoyed or shared an iced choc.or smiled at myself whenever she has to repeat her special order for a cheeseburger.even longer since i held her hand or made slyma annoyed that we were STIL on the phone.i just miss her so much.

ah well..i gotta run..i just wanted u guys to know...I MISS YOU!! i'll write later...
*Gracie

i'm just messing around with the templates..you don't mind right sara?? ;p anw, the flu bug managed to catch me!it's been awful ever since...last night i went to sleep early-well earlier then usual at least ;p-coz my head was pounding like mad.But i couldnt sleep!just kept tossing and turning and coughing-felt like my lungs were ready to jump out..trying to fall alseep while i can't breathe seems to be freaking me out a'lil...so i didin't sleep till my mum came to wake my sis for school!!finally i managed to find one pathetic packet of woods lozenges..which soothed my throat considerably..

oh yeah ytd baboo called..n she was asking me if i took any panadol or anything yet..so i said yup..just now..then she asked"when?"so i told her..then she went"from who?" so naturally i thot she was askg where i gt the panadol frm..so i said.."huh?my cupboard?!?" after some confusion of her asking one or two more times..she finally said.."no, who passed you the flu??" ;p

alritey..i'm gonna go down to buy some cough mixture..ughhh..-mum's oders- take care all of u*cough cough* ;) miss u..lots! oh yeah..this site's nice:) ember it's a site for first love stories..no one posts anymore..but the archives are still there...some are really sweet..and some are sad..some have a happy ending some don't..haha..

*Grace

Heylo I m so sorry that I have not blogged fer so long but anyways here’s the scoop of my ultimate freaky life.things have been pretty weird yet cool.let me elaborate on what I m saying.
Last week it was one of those weeks where everything just felt rite although It mite have bn bad.i knoe it sounds weird..but it was.fot the whole week I dint see this guy I kinda like. I was pretty upset abt it but I was thinking if that’s the way things are supposed to be then so be it. Well then come Fri it was one of the perfect dayz, went to sch got ‘caught’ doing dumb things.Quote “ you look like you are up to something but I have no idea what” by one of my philosophy teachers.it was pretty weird coz all I did was smile. then when sch was over I was on my way to the elevator when I fergot something n was going to say S*it when one of my teachers came ard so I tried to chg it to “oh no” so it sounded like “shno” she laughed at me. We are not supposed to curse in front of teachers so..(sidenote:its freakin hot..there are so many bugs ard, I hate it. I m an insect hater)there was a lot more but I wont type coz its crappy. After that I went to the café downstairs and then muh guy came down.its so weird my frens say he likes me too but I don’t want to believe it yet I do.knoe wat I mean?well then because there was no space to sit next to me, he left.i knoe it sounds perasaan but I think its true.blah blah…
Evening comes and I have dance.this techer that I think is so cute.dances with me twice..i think every guy asked me to dance twice todae.it was sooooo good.just one of those days. *sighz*yeah perfect n then that nite I call home n muh family is doing great and my bro got an A fer Math.considering he hates math or gets bored of it pretty fast this was like wow…I m not being sarcastic. :oP
Sunday: went to church it was weird coz this lady asked fer muh number after she fd out I was from Singapore.she loves our administration.trust me she kpt on reapeating herself.i dint want to give it to her but then I cldnt Xactly lie after church now cld I? the whoel world wants my number except the guy that I want….actually that’s not true.its in his fone.just tat he no call yet.we all preparing fer ou Xams that is coming up in three wks then its BREAK!!!!!..woophi..its so weird that to get to the best part , we have to tk on pain…or vice versa..doncha think that bitez?.

" Knowledge speaks, but wisdom listens.
-- Jimi Hendrix
Time is the best teacher; unfortunately it kills all of its students."


P.S: i think i am oing to start learning this HTML thing so i can do stuff too....i learnt it b4 but i dint ever think i wld use it so i fergot all of it..now i have to re-learn.after my break ok?

ok..change of colour just for today..hmm let's see.. this should be gd..;p i've got the MoNdAy bLuEs!!i think this'll b a long entry...so if you don't wanna read..Go away! haha

Jules started her 1st day tdy!! -Congrats Jules!!you deserved it..believe me and i really am x-tremely proud of u:)love you!so much! JAG*s rulez!! *winks* haha don't forget to tk your lucky stars with you!!- tdy's racial harmony day!my sis brought a couple of saris for her frenz.. made me think of those 5/2 days..remember sara??haha..my mum actually came to tie the saris..and almost every1 gt all dressed up..then that mdm aznah didn't allow us to watch the concert or anything..made us sit in that bio lab for so long doing the stupid experiments..almost setting ourselves on fire coz the saris kept getting in the way...haha..but we all looked pretty darn good! even Mrs Lim got all dressed up...ahh all the memories..haha..i still havent gotten back some of them tho..hmm

so anw, the weekend was good.went back to my aunt's place.gosh i miss those kiddies so much..don't know how long we'll b staying at my place..on one hand it's great to be away from that annoying maid and all her evil stares.But i do miss those brats ;p they wanted to play badminton..the shuttlecock never stayed in the air for more then 2 secs..haha..but it was fun..playing in their cramped living room.laughing at each other..and finally,the shuttlecock flew behind a chest of drawers.we spent so long trying to get it out..in the end we were just to lazy and tired to start up another game.should have just left it there!

Alicia and i have come up with a plan to earn some cash and have a fun time at the same time.I can't wait.But that jules is prolly gonna hear it and say we're silly...haha..but nvm, we'll try make it work..why not right??we need the cash anw.haha..

alritey,it doesnt seem as long as i thot it'd be..forgt half of what i wanted to say! hmm dekaps' closed..looks like we have to look for a new shoutbox sara..well for now anw :( i miss our smilies ;p..ah well. oh i have something to say to Di..i can't seem to find your tagboard..so i'm just gonna leave it here for you k:)

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Sonkey,
i miss you so much girl!! i know you're really busy..and can't even seem to find time for yourself..i think;p
i havent been any better i guess..but i want you to know..that no matter how long we don't meet or get to talk..i love you lots..and u're always on my mind..always..n i'm always here if u ever need me k?
you'll always be my bestest,my ding ding banana donkey :) haha okey donkey?? haha...so miss me too coz i definately miss YA! u take care...and we'll meet up soon..-i hope;p- Love ya*huGz* and keep updating coz for now, that's the only way i know what's going on in your life!hehe
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ok that's it for now..i seem to have the caught the flu bug or something..i can feel it coming!! ;p you all know how i get when the flu strikes me..it's bad..so i better go find something to ward it off..

*Gracie
||some hearts they just get all the right breaks, some hearts have the stars on their side, some hearts they just have it so easy, some hearts just get lucky sometimes||

so, i had a weird dream last night.more like a nightmare! Didi was there and so was janet,rachel,sharon,sara and hotni kept shifting between being herself and veron.. we were on our way somewhere..and there was this gigantic spider..really really really huge and brown...and everytime it took a step there was this creaking sound...so we ran away..in different directions..and i bumped into my uncle..i think and he said it was an army spider?? haha...and that it was rare and we were so lucky to have seen it;p then me,didi,sara,hotni-veron and sharon went to this lady's place..apparently i was thinking of donating my bones?!?!? and rey just appeared out of nowhere..and everyone was just staring at me..and these ladies they kept asking if i was sure...coz it would hurt a little so they said they'd inject me with this drug...and see how it made me feel..and i could make up my mind after that.rey seemed to know alot about the drug coz he kept chiming in about how it wouldn't hurt and he'd used it before..haha..so they injected me..on my left wrist..and i started feeling dizzy...and soft noises seemed magnified in my ears...and then...my left hand started acting funny..and my left eye just wouldnt open..no matter how hard i tried..it just felt too heavy...and my other eye became blurry...and all i could see was haze..and my head just lopped to the left...the worst was the eyes...i just kept trying and trying but it wouldnt open..and i couldnt see! and i tried telling didi and all..but they simply couldnt understand coz the left side of my mouth wasnt working too!! so they thot that i'd agreed to donating my bones..and they were like "ok let's get her a surgery room"...and i woke up...

the first thing i did was make sure i could see and my eyes could open..it just felt so real..urgh!!

wonder where all that rubbish came from;p hmm anw...been staying at home pretty much these past few days..doing things i absolutely detest :cleaning!! :p haha.. hmm wat else..oh sat was an uncle's 50th birthday...and his cake.. was shaped like a gigantic bottle of tiger beer..and some of the kiddies were actually afraid they'd get drunk if they ate it:)

ok that's it for now ..just had to get that nightmare out of my mind..;p write more later!

time for some lunch!

*grace

i'm so tired.spent the past two days with..yes jules n alicia..saw yasmini ytd..haha..just bumped into her for a couple of secs...oh n saw pam today!

tmr's sentosa trip's cancelled...another day k moppy?? yas,jules n me all have something on tmr..on the one day alicia has nothing on...ah well..another day..promise. spent today mostly at juliet's place..bought our bracelets...i love the JAG.s haha.. always in three k?? cant wait to start on the twinkly paos..i was serious ok!

sometimes i feel so lonely..it's a weird feeling..it just washes over me..suffocating me..i can b around a thousand ppl..yet i'll still feel it...as strong as ever.. and everytime it comes...it'll bring along,all the pain that comes with the awful rememberance that i don't have my grandma..that i'll never have her with me..ever again..for the rest of my life..and that's a very long time not to see or hear..or even just hold someone u love so much..

sometimes, i literally can't seem to catch my breath...it just hurts too bad...i need my friends to help me..yet i cant seem to let them..it hurts to relive the pain..every sunday i try to visit their niche..but wat's there?? their ashes..hidden behind a a slab of marble..cold to the touch..no smiles or kisses..no nagging..no nothing..

so sometimes, i feel so lonely..like i was standing at the edge of a huge black hole..and the smallest thing just caused me to tumble over...and then it's just me in empty darkness...reliving every memory, every little quirk...just every little thing..i'd give anything to have even a tiny chance to give everything to have her back...back here..with me...where she belongs

Grandma went to Heaven,
but I really need her here today,
My tummy hurts and I fell down,
I need her right away,
Operator can you tell me how
to find her in this book?
Is heaven in the yellow part,
I don't know where to look,
I think my mummy needs her too,
at night I hear her cry.
I hear her call her name sometimes,
but I really don't know why.
Maybe if I call her,
she will hurry home to me.
Is Heaven very far away,
Is it across the sea?
She's been gone a long, long time
she needs to come home now!
I really need to reach her
I simply don't know how.
help me find the number please,
is it listed under "Heaven"?
I can't read these big big words,
I am only seven,
I'm sorry operator,
I didn't mean to make you cry,
Is your tummy hurting too,
or is there something in your eye?
If I call my church maybe they will know,
Grandma always said when we need help that's
where we should go.
I found the number to my church
tacked up on the wall.
Thank you operator,
I'll give them a call.

*Grace
I'd.give.anything.