a month!...wat a month it's been...lets see.. Sher's officially 21!!!! *APPLAUSE!!!!* she had a damn memorable itchy b'day din u my dear;p , i've had to say bye to two truly awesome ppl... rach n jay... WAHLAU jay....it's gonna be a bore...without u! but next yr yes?? next yr we'll all be back 2gether again! hopefully hehe..till then..we still have all our outings! tues tues tues!!! i cant wait..... the assignments have been neverending.. as soon as one leaves our hands we have to start the nxt...crazy! one due on tues..sigh... which i havent started!! haha...which i should be getting back to la... my fingers jus damn itchy..had to come type something...oooh baboo's pageant's over..i tell u she was damn sexxxay...pheeeweet...seriously!! the best outta the lot! c'mon la compared to the pasar woman n the rhino ass;p so mean! bt seriously..she was the best there...AND we actually had her with us the WHOLE night..AMAZING isnt it!! of all ppl...to be out ALL NIGHT LONG..*sing it wit me di..all night...all night longggg...all nite ;p...ok, back to work! i'll b back soon.... here's to the BILA BILA gang!!! u guyz.... as i said...next yr we'll reunite! haha..love ya lots! also... love my precious ppl who are so far away even more...namely two monkeys with names starting wit S...hehehehe...sighhhhh
love,
gracie

helllloo everyone...missed me?? ;p i have no idea where sara is...she's just missing from her own blog! how could u sara! haha i tried.. i really did..i've spent the last couple of hours lookin for a new background but nothing's caught my eye just yet..i'll leave it to u sara! find something u hear me....and come blog!! :) i've bn up to my neck with stuff to do... i've got two assignments due and one more exam coming up!! argh... the last 2 modules have been a bore.. i dunno if it's the module or the lecturers... BUT i still love sch! haha..have i told u guyz??? i gt 90 for the 1st exam and 95 for the 2nd!! =D i'm so happy.... we'll see how it goes with the third...hmmm

u know sometimes ppl say things in such a way u feel like suddenly u've got to defend ur every decision?? i dont understand y some ppl dont seem to be really happy for me... i need u guys to support me too..u know? it's just difficult when u KNOW how impt u guyz are..right? i'm happy..so please be happy for me..if not..just move aside and let me be..coz i'm not gonna let myself be dragged down unless I wanna be dragged! ;)

wat else wat else...oooh since Di's page is down for now... i'll give u guyz a'lil update on her life...she just started her new job on fri!! sounded like it was a bore to her..but i'm pretty sure it'll get better di..yes it will! haha...and what's he new job u may ask... she's traing to fly...without wings! c'mon i KNOW u guyz know what it is..u know u know!! Di's in a stage of re....re-furnishing?!? ;p her life..so new clothes...new shoes..new anything from u guyz would be greatly appreciated by DEEEEDEEE! haha...

i thought i had alot to say..but i seem to have lost that train of thot...so i'll go off to study...or do some of my proj...or laze ard-which is prolly wat i'll ACTUALLY end up doing ;p- oh yeah..SHER..thank u for calling me....but u didnt call back!!! haha.. i love hearing u talk... it's like we've gone five years back n u're in ur room and i'm in my aunt's place..just talkin n talkin... soon k??plsssss? hehehe ok ok i'm going!!*huGZ* all around!
love,grace
it's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance. it's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance.. it's the one who wont be taken who cannot seem to give..and the soul of dying that never learns to live.....

If I were a month I would be: december!!!
If I were a day of the week I would be: saturday
If I were a time of day I would be: 12
If I were a planet I would be: earth
If I were a sea animal I would be: dolphin
If I were a direction I would be: north
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: bed
If I were a liquid I would be: iced choc
If I were a stone, I would be: diamond
If I were a tree, I would be: a coconut tree;p
If I were a bird, I would be: peacock hmm but that's a male bird..maybe a dove...(di!!! doooove;p) no no a toucan..hmm i'm nt too sure ;)
If I were a tool, I would be: hammer..(bang bang bang!!!!)
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: rose
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: sunny yet windy
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: unicorn
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: saxaphone
If I were an animal, I would be: dog
If I were a color, I would be: RED
If I were an emotion, I would be: complete,utter happiness
If I were a vegetable, I would be: a mushroom
If I were a sound, I would be: my best friend's laughter
If I were an element, I would be: fire
If I were a car, I would be: ferrari
If I were a song, I would be: a hit! ;p
If I were a movie, I would be directed by: the best
If I were a book, I would be written by: enid blyton..hehe
If i were a poem I would be : My own
If i were part of a company i would be : Founder!
If I were a food, I would be: chocolate
If I were a place, I would be: the place memories are stored
If I were a material, I would be: the same as my blanket...happiness is snuggling under it!!!
If I were a taste, I would be: sour (yummm!)
If I were a scent, I would be: the smell of baking cookies!! famous amos-y haha
If I were a religion, I would be: catholic! *nods
If I were a word, I would be: GRACE
If I were an object, I would be: camera!!
If I were a body part I would be: heart
If I were a facial expression I would be: surprise on the brink of a huge smile
If I were a subject in school I would be: english...duh!
If I were a cartoon character I would be: a smurf! haha
If I were a shape I would be: star
If I were in a pubic service job I would be : a fireman!!! haha
If I were a number I would be: 10

haha just curbing my b0red0m! HAPPY V DAY EVERY0NE! lotsa love to those few precious people! off to study..study study study...bleah ;p
*Grace

we really shud change the bkgrd sara..it's starting to bore me too..hmm...anw, today(in in fri) was my grandma's b'day...memories memories memories....sigh..it'll never really be ok will it? will it? remember the jelly cake di? cant belive it's been a yr...

on to happy news.. extension for assignment!! yay! tues! something's better than nothing i reckon! BUT there's quite a lot to b done not to mention homework...i justw anna sleeeeep! oh yeah!! i saw cheryl and charlotte the other day!!! cheryl james! sooo nice bumping into them..and realising that they were actually happy to see me too!! it's been wat? five years since i last saw them!!! =D it was nice...these were the ppl i spent sec one and two bluffing to b listening during malay lessons with. haha

syping for us tmr mayb?whadya say deeeedeee?? hahahaha...*rubs hands in antcipation* cant wait!!!! watch out fluent english person!!! haha.. lemboo darling...you make me so grateful you're in MY life and not somebody elses. I wanna hug you!!! hahaha bambi..how did i ever believe those were shyeyes

Gracie:)
||u dont miss your water till the welll runs dry||

have you ever realized that one of your closest friends was looking right at you and tellin you a little teeny white lie? have you ever? have you ever felt exactly the way i felt when i realized? when you know she/he's twisting the truth.BUT you know they're only doing it to keep you from getting hurt. they're only doing what comes second nature to them...protecting you. so I ask you again..have you ever felt exactly the way i felt? coz at that instant i've never loved this friend more. Coz with this person, is where i know...that i'll always b safe..i'll always be held and protected..i'll always be cherised...i'll always be loved...this is where i know i'll never do any wrong. where i can b wat i want to be..i can be a closet superstar..a closet rock singer;p a closet anything! haha this is where hearts are wrapped with bubble-foam and handled with care and hugz are given freely.This is where i'm always me...where even at my worst..i'm always the best...so even tho it was just a little gesture done without any hesitation..it just reinforced everything we stood for.

Right...that's enough mushiness for now ;p haha..sara's gone!*G*O*N*E*.. she left on the 19th..back across the world! another 365 days to go.before i get her back here!! counting down counting down...sheesh.. It's kinda ironic we never had a proper end to our convo huh? haha..i miss you so much my dear!

TWO assignments due nxt week*faints i'm actually supposed to be working on one of them now..but i cant seem to come up with anything..AT ALL.. some help..anyone??? school's been hilarious! the things we do!! you wont believe until u see! but it's fun.. ohhh that day i was havin my mee hoon and i found a biiiig worm in it!! so disgusting!!!! eww eww eww...i can still see all those tiny legs..yuck..and my fren was tellin us that this worm wasnt the first insect found in the food there..soooo no more 1st floor for us yes?*nods ;p alritey..better shift my attention back to my assignment!! Happy Chinese New Year!!!!here's to the monyet year!!:)

*Gracie
*sings* I'm really not your average thug ahhh ugggggg hehehe

Sch's been fun!! i've really missed being part of a class.. there's not one single guy besides the lecturer in my class so it's as if i'm still in sec sch or pri sch for tt matter;p haha...made some new friends i'm pretty sure i'll absolutely love in some time! so all in all... it's been a good week! Assignment due in two weeks i think..i have no clue how the heck to do it..but hey..i'm sure it'll b ok!

so guess who i met today? GLADYS, JULES,ALI n SARA! suppose to be a big gathering..but these special ppl were enough.Dearest Glad glad..i KNOW ur dad'll be better soon yeah? u know i'm always here no matter what. I love you so much my dear!thanx for the sweets=)

Anywayz...TMR with my sonkey.i cant wait!!!cocktails cocktails cocktailsss! ohh i saw the donkey u bought me for my birthday tdy!! u shuldnt have spent so much...somemore in ur current state of broke-ness;p BUT u know i simply love and adore every inch of that lil grey thing! i'll take real good care of it! promise! hahaha...

CEEDEE!! u cant read it too?? i thot it was only my comp! haha i've been wanting to change e layout for awhile..but i'm so lazy! haha..will do it when i've got time.till then sorry my dahlings u;ve just got to struggle to read it too! sorry! alritey i'm off to sleep i cant tahan anymore! CONGRATS on ur letter D!

*Grace

HELLLLOOOOO 2004!!!!

Happy New Year!!
here's to an awesome year ahead filled with special, joyful moments!

New year's eve at my aunt's...turkey,chicken,fish,prawns,lamb,veggie...yummmm..SO much of food... the down-side was that i really couldnt taste anything..coz i'm SICK!! sad ain't it..i'm just hopin it clears up by next wk...but we had fun...makaned..laughed at the TNC!-stupid stupid show-;p said our prayers..drank bubbly...it was really nice..surrounded by family...at the birth of a new year!who could ask for more

anw, tdy's the 2nd of JAN!! Di,Sara,jules,ali,glad,sam,Sher.....ALL of u!!! years ago..on this day we met for the first time!!! hahaha..it's OUR anniversary ;p hehe..whatever it is, to each and every one of u..thank u for years of unconditional love!here's to many more to come!*smiles

sara sent me this on my b'day and i only read it tdy;
Angel of December sky
Gathers snowflakes way on high
Graciously with wings in air
Gathers precious gems to share


To trickle down to earth below
To shine like diamonds in the snow
What great beauty it will be
As angel sends these gems for me


A calm and peaceful night with snow
December angel's special glow
See her gliding through the air
This beauty of God's love so fair


Knows just what the snow will do
As peacefully it falls on you
Catch the diamonds in your hand
Where they sparkle God does stand


December's angel wings of snow
Sends her beauty here below
Catch the diamonds from the sky
Magnificently these wings do fly.~
~ Francine ~© original 99
=) Thank u sweets!!! it's lovely..i love the card..i love the lil msg...i love them tonnes...but i love you more!!heh heh heh...please let's meet up soon!! u've been back so long and i only saw u once..it's not FAIR!! haha...

hmm tt's all for now..take care u lot...any new year's resolutions???

love,Gracie

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!

so i'm a few days late...;p but it's still christmas so it doesnt matter..haha Merry X'mas all of u!! i hope it was special and full of laughter!! Christmas was a'lil different this year..i had straightish sorta hair..well, it was straighter than it's ever been..my hair's just meant to be curly;p..but for the fun of it..my hairdresser ironed it for me...it was a different look;p...family gathering was on the eve instead..since we're not really celebrating this year-for obvious reasons- so we had a meal together on the eve instead...and we went to St.Theresa's for mass instead of our church..decided to go with my uncle and all...it was HOT ..really really hot...but it was ok...didnt really see anyone i know..it's not my church afterall...;p but it's ok..i'll see the few special people sooner or later..haha.. it was nice..attending mass together..squeezing into the car...tired silence..it was all nice...
back to my other aunt's place on x'mas..was suppose to have lunch there...but we were late and all so my dad couldnt cook..so my uncle did it instead....and we had the feast at night...we practically spent the whole day just stuffing ourselves! seriously...there was so much of food at night and we couldnt eat coz we were all full...so we decided to have it the next aft...haha...eat n eat n eat...sheesh...
met up with baboo ytd...spent a couple of hours just the 2 of us..then went over to di's place..for our hari raya visiting...see how late we are!hari raya visiting during x'mas! haha..grandma made yummy nasi lemak!!!yum....
so all in all, the last few days have been good...met up with my loved ones...makan-ed like mad...and had fun ;p...di's suppose to b coming over tdy..are u deedeeeeee?? hehehehe...and my cousins and all too...=) hmmm tt's all for now..oh yeah...sth really impt...I AM STARTING SCH ON THE 7TH!!!! YAY!!=D hahahaha i'm sooo happy...and my friends are soo happy for me!! -see wat grrreat friends ive got!-hehe...
alrite..take care everyone..merry xmas! i love you loadz...and for those who arent here..i miss you!! every single one of u..*mwuah!

all my love,
GRACE (student);p

this girl's a year older

Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to MeEeEeEee
Happy Birthday to...ME!!

haha... i'm twenty tdy..nothin feels different tho..i can't help it, i'll always be young at heart ;p hehehe... Dinner with my girlies...the few special people who i can scratch my butt in front of coz they'll still love me;p haha.. Didi,Sara,Jules n Ali...nydc..salad..pizza..MUD PIE!!!! n Jules' coffe-hazelnut-thing which she claims is HeAvEn;) i had a great time sweethearts...i couldnt ask for better people to spend my most special day of the year with!! i hold each of you deep in my heart...so close to the main veins and arteries...Thanks for all the little pressies...cards..smiles and huGz..thanks for the laughter and company...most of all...ya'll will prolly never really know..but thanks so much for turning what had all the makings of being a sad sad day really wonderful...it's my first birthday without my grandma...my first in twenty years..it's hard thinking about it...but being with you guyz didnt give me much time to be depressed;p...i love you lots!!you rock my world babes!

I miss you mamma....bless me tdy, like you did every year..i love you..life's never ever gonna be the same....

..a brand new decade..watch out world..here i come...
today this girl turned twenty-ok technically ytd la since it seems to be e 20th already-
Yesterday this girl turned twenty!;p
love,
Gracie

Ps: Pigging out time tmr girls!!!!Cheeseeee rice!!yum!

Young girl don’t cry
I’ll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it’s alright
Your tears will dry, you’ll soon be free to fly


When you’re safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing’s harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

Chorus:
When there’s no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you’ll find the strength that will guide your way
You’ll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl don’t hide
You’ll never change if you just run away
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you’re gonna see your brighter day


Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It’s so hard to stand your ground when you’re so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside look inside to your soul


Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you’re learning
You’ll find all you’ll ever need to know
(be strong)
You’ll break it
(hold on)
You’ll make it
Just don’t forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can’t do
No one can stop you, you know that I’m talking to you


Young girl don’t cry I’ll be right here when your world starts to fall

ok let's see..today calls for a special colour!!..hmmmm yup! haha... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARA!!!!happy happy HAPPY BIRTHDAY!=) i waited till tdy coz it would prolly be the 27th there now right?? hmm anw, how i wish you were here!! really!

But anw...i've got stuff to say so listen up!!;p You've always been by my side..always..do you realize that??crazy malay "scarfise" tutors, remedials, bus rides, when i'm sick or happy..mad or sad or even scared..you're always there. Truthfully, i cant imagine my life without you...it would be a life without crazy laughter! you know how when you first came back..your first holiday back?? i was afraid we'd not be able to find that crazy special place we're always in when we're together..but i was soo wrong!! nothing changes...EVER! we just pick up where we left off..and before long it's time for you to leave again! You let me be me...and you help me find ME..and you love me no matter what. You light up my life...and you make me sad... you calm my fears and encourage me..you say nice things when we both know i just wanna feel "high";p haha you make me crazy! and you make me feel safe..you read my innermost thots and you make jewelry hunting fun.. you sparkle and you shine..and when i'm with you i feel like i could sparkle too.you hold up my castles in the air with me...and tell me that i can do anything.You love me for me..the good the bad..the everything....
i'm not just saying it sara..seriously, my life would not be complete without you!

So today, when you're celebrating TWO decades of living..i just hope you know..that you mean the world to me-and so much more!- You're dreams will come true babes..just wait and see...so just keep on looking ahead..i'm always here..you know that! Happy birthday sweetie...may god always look on you with his goodness..I LOVE YOU!!! Every single curl to the last little toe!!*mwuah*

All My Love,Gracie

and so the puzzle's pieces fall into place..if only for awhile..

it's becoming ridiculous!! BLOG SARA!!blooog =P haha
anw, Ytd was perfect..a perfect night with my more than perfect friends... met up with the rest of them from sch ytd..and surprisingly quite a few ppl actually turned up!Gladys' planning skills must be awesome;p hehe.. tho there wasnt time for more one-on-one conversations...and really talking.. it just felt so right sitting down with these ppl and just catching up a'lil... it's so wonderful to see how everyone in some way has grown over the past few years.. we're different.. yet at the heart of it all... we're always connected..and that's what makes spending time with them so special...So thank you girls..everyone of you..it was the perfect evening! it's like coming home..everyone's familiar yet a'lil diff...but everyone's loved...so for that few hours..i'd come home..and if i had my way..it'll always be that way!:) if only i could hug u guyz and never let go!

i cant wait for sara to come back! i need some TLC-Two of us Laughing Crazily!!;p- and it can only come from sara! haha lonce your back girl, we can meet up with the rest again..suffice to say..I CAN'T WAIT!!! haha..so hurry back!

other than that this week's been hectic! late nights and early mornings..it drives me crazy! the communion was good.. everything was so rushy..people had places to go... but we had fun..with family and friends everywhere..Isaac's graduation on sat..my lil icy's growing up!! primary one for him next year...guess watching cartoons will be a lonely affair from then on...hahaha ok i think i've babbled on enough for now... i'm going off to find someone to disturb!! Ali...sleepover on fri?!?! YAY! hehe

i love every single one of you...i love you guyz so much..words wont do it justice!

*Gracie

it's been really long hasnt it?? let's see...since the 16th of sept..haha not as long as i thot..my comp's so wacky it's not funny..i cant even see half of wat i'm writing..gosh! as long as something comes out i guess...

anw, everyone's on friendster...and everyone's hooked..but me...haha...they spend so long on it...maybe once the comp works properly and i can actually see everything i'll b just as excited too..for now..it's fun bumping into long lost friends..haha wouldnt it be nice finding a pri sch friend i haven't seen since..erm pri 6..hehe

..exactly who lives in those big huge houses...those really really big..fit for a..erm..a not-so-rich king...big big gardens and flights of steps...pillars and whatnots.... how do they go to sch...i'd just like to meet one person who lives in those kinda houses...

they're finally triming the tree outside our room..FINALLY!! when it rains, the branches actually brush our windows! pity tho...it was full of leaves and all....but now i can see stuff outside!! i have a scenery!! ok it's just another block but at least it's not just leaves everywhere....best of all...sunlight!!!yay let the sunshine in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i made it..woohoo

hola, como estas?..there actually supposed to be some symbols in between but i edited them out.well school has been gr8 so far.three weeks in and i only skipped one day of class. i was thinkin that todae i would try and type in what i had in mind the last time but i forgot.my roommate just told m that there this new webpage called turnitin.com, it actually checks essays put for plagirism which in a way is cool but in another way is the dumbest thing( or atleast not fair).i mean if you write an essay from the top of your head, i am sure htat someone has had the same idea and has worded it the same way(remember Lit class Grace?..) we had to write a thesis statement and it came out like 90% the same.so even if you thought the idea was original and all yours, there is no way you can prove it.Well. for those who do plagirise, obviously i am so glad there is such a thing...oh i would like to ask any of you thats reading this to join friendster.com, its this connection thing where you meet frens of frens et, pretty cool, so if you do like or just wanna mk friends.i know i sent some of you the invitation.but only do it if you want to. i joined n u wont believe who i saw thru connections(i dint tok to her) i saw Aresha, from SAC. (if you dont remembe..it dont matter)
lets see what else has been going on...oh i am going to US on the 3rd, evening..i was hopin fer an earlier time but i dont knoe depends if i can postpone my Spanish exam.well goin to see my uncle, his wife and kids(adorable gals)..And my GRANDMA..i love that woman with all my heart.and you knoe wot..i get to eat REAL food..(yum yum all the curriess(.man i dont cook so going over htere is going to be Xcellent...and i think i am so blessed( i have not gone holy and all that just that i feel that i am really lucky) my family is coming over..just to celebrate my birthday...i would like to take this time to congratulate my parents on 21 years of marriage..although they will never get to read this, i want to tell them that havin them as MY( all MINE) has been the best.well coming back to the trip so...they are coming here..woohoo..i wish i could pack some of you guyz(u knoe who) n bring you over here. hopefully( i can muh result sheets with all A's on them..wont that be so cool...i have more to write..but rite now i have to get Some slp n TRY and wake up tmr fer an 8 o'clock class..in high sch it was so easy...u cld wake up late and catch a cab to sch..here the freakin cab costs are so HIGH...(by the way Grace) help me out with the templates coz i think that stayin only one way is pretty boring...will be blogging soon..

i've come to conclude that the bettle lives in our room..it comes out at night.. scaring us..flying all over the place..landing on our heads and hands..and it disappears in the morning..making us think it flew out the window sometime during the night.clever little bugger... i wonder where it hides during the day...hmm

sara's been having trouble with blogger...that's y there hasnt been much said from her side ;p but i do know she's fine and at this very moment is stuffing her head with spanish... frankly, i've nothing much to blog about..it's been an ok week... lots of plans cancelled but i didnt mind... for now i'm a happy girl...i've got people loving me.. and for now..that's all that matters...

sonkey!! u prolly wont see this..well not now anw, but i do miss u so much!! more v-mails for u!!promise! haha...
bambi- thru all the uncertainty, i just know it's plain to see..and it fills me with so much happiness! it really does
SARA!! everyday i miss you so much more!! my crazy laughter misses your crazyness to laugh at..haha..
Karen - u'll prolly NEVER see this..but still... the world holds an amazing amount of things just waiting for u to discover them.. it's been long since i saw that lovely spark..too long! i'm glad you've found something your heart's just screaming out at u to show the world...it's beautiful..YOU'RE beautiful..
lemboo - you..you just make me feel so loved... i love those eyes..i love that smile..i love every hug..most of all i love YOU.. i want to b there for u..whatever it is... whenever it is..
cEeDeE - we'll make that meet-up happen soon yeah?? we'll make it a reunioun!! *sings* allamanda is the best..we are better than the rest!!=)
JAG*s - u people!! outing soon?pls?? just missing tiny eyes and ugly toes..haha..

HAH! that's about it..i'm BORED!!

*Gracie

The week's been pretty long. Amidst all the excitement of the week..my dog passed away... He was in a lot of pain..and my aunt thot it was best to let him be free of it all... i miss that furry little guy. Didnt have the chance to see him for awhile since we are here more now... So he's gone, just like that too.. After 10 odd years of faithfully loving, maybe he needed the rest... Or maybe he missed my grandma too and figured life would be so much better up there...hmm

the week was packed with JAG*s outings..but as usual, i loved every minute of it..Went to sentosa TWICE this week...and now i'm black!! BLACK!! a'lil more and my mum wouldnt be able to find me in the dark unless i smiled :) there was this kid there ytd, cute little boy..with a head full of blonde hair and big, qurious grey eyes..and a laugh that would melt even the hardest heart! really!! he let us carry him..didnt even cry when he's family swam out of sight..his elder sis was really shy tho...and just kept saying..I am harry's sister then running away..haha.. i told Mop, i want a Harry too!! hehe

went back to school...they chased us out and asked us to come back later..some new rules or something..being there, makes u realise just how much u miss being there! haha and how much of ur life was spent walking down those corridors...ah well.. was suppose to go sing song with the mop today..but Jules managed to pass me her germs and now im sick and voiceless!! argh!! was suppose to meet my darling lemboo last night..but plans got cancelled..and i guess she was pretty annoyed coz she practically snapped at me when i called.. i'm sorry gal.. we'll meet up really soon k? really soon..We really are worried abt u..i wish u'd just tell us if something was wrong or not..but i guess we just have to meet u to find out..Soon k???

alritey, i better head off to do something more constructive...the weekend's packed!! sigh..i miss u all.. oh yeah.. Bambi, i don't know what it is..but u and i both know what happens...i wish u wouldnt but that's the way it always is...hurry find ur way back to me will u..i miss u! Sara, i don't know what's happenng with u!! hopefully we'll bump into each other soon..i miss u too!! so much!

Silver, u came to us as a tiny little puppy..and i've loved since the first time u stuck ur head out of that toy train..everybody did... even sara couldnt help but love it everytime u managed to chase the annoyin malay tutor out of the house faster with ur constant barking.. it'll feel awful going home and not hearing u greeting us...or jumping around just begging for a few pats... but u're happier now..and in a much better place..so keep an eye on mamma for me k? and know that i love u....

take care everyone....
Love, Grace

My sis's birthday ytd!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANET!!!! haha..all the special august babies ;p.. but no one can deny...the Nov/Dec babies are the best!!yes?? YES! haha..went at night to collect the bike for her...and then we had cheeeese rice..yum! hehe it was all good..spent the whole of ytd..keeping appointments with people..I can finally sign up for sch Di!! - i think!- YAY!!~sonkeys'*huGz*~ hehe...

spent tdy with Jules...that poor sick RG..hehe..and the mop met with us for dinner later..her perm's nice! alrite..i'm SO tired!!

Bambi - it'll b ok...right?
Sara - where are u girl?? i'm the only one blogging!! i miss you like crazy!!
LEONIE!! ;P haha ok ok LG - baby girl, ur msgs seriously make my day! even if they're only about ur other appointments ;p haha
Sonkey!! - u n me n iced choc? soon?
Lemboo - u silly little cow... my miniature lembu doesnt hug me the way u do!! u promised 'coffee'... better make it soon!
JAG*s - i love you guyz!!nxt week's packed with our outings!!

i know...most of them prolly wont see it..but nvm..at least im always thinking of them! ;p...alrite! take care...nites!
*Gracie

the weekend was great!! but ytd, ytd was awesome! it was a really really special day...my bestest friend's BIRTHDAY!!! as of ytd, she's been alive for TWO decades!! that's something to b proud of, if u ask me ;p after worrying and fretting over it..everything somehow fell into place...it may not have been the way she hoped for...but it all fell into place. she was surrounded by people who loved her dearly...by yummy food...and the half-past six deco we put up ;p and of course...PRESENTS!! hehe.. i stayed over...even after slyma's health advisery;) we were both tired..but it was nice..we should do it more often di!! no1 talked abt parachutes this time...but it was just as fun...we looked at pri sch pics...and just talked..abt anything that came across our dead tired brains... woke up early...EARLY in the morning...and she had to go off to work..so i follwed and found my way back home....i was standing in her room when she was taking her shower...and just looking around.. and i thot to myself.. how can i ever think she'll forget me..it's not possible..coz her room is full!...of stuff ive given her..of pics and toadstools ;p hehe..it's just full of memories...and it felt good just standing there..looking at stuff..and remembering!

ok...this'll not be complete till i pay a special.. TRIBUTE =)

and of course...it's to u.. ADELIA! i'm so happy! spending time with you always makes me feel that way.i loved seeing your 1st smile of the day...it was like the whole room lit up!! -or maybe it was just the sun ;p- you've been living for 20 years now!! and most of those years..u've shared with me... from brownies dancing round a bluff toadstool;p to eating brownies with ice-cream! raising n lowering flags, silly girls day outs, dissing people, smiling, laughing, hugging, crying, misunderstandings....you've just always been there. You've shared your family, your friends, your house..everything with me.We grew up together..and we'll probably be growing old together ;) but even then, u'll still be my bestest. Nothing will come in the way of our promises of forever! i wont let it..

i've been truly blessed with u...someone who loves me unconditionally...and keeps dreaming with me..who reaches out when i get lost.and always helps me find my way.who wont worry about getting lost WITH me..just someone who can look right into my heart..and still want to be right there thru it all...i hope u really liked the flowers...and everything else. i wanted it all to be perfect..but somehow it didnt really turn out looking that way. there's so much i want to say.But i'll never find the right words to reveal the depth of it all...But maybe u'll see glimpses of it...just look at me smile when i'm with u...look into my eyes..and u'll know...u'll know that i love you..that i'll be here, there, anywhere for u.that our hearts are linked..and nothing will ever be able to break it...

i love you sweetheart...Happy Birthday... your dreams are just waiting to come true.. so just keep looking ahead..and don't look back..i'll catch u when u fall.Promise.My world would be a sadder place without u..

*Grace
| | u only find a once-in-a-lifetime friend... once in a lifetime | |

For the truly special people in my life..especially || Sonkey!! || you mean the world to me.

- I live beneath the heart
I watch you from the dark
I'm every breath I'm every dream
I've known you forever
I've followed you everywhere
I'm every scar I'm who you are
When you think you're alone
When you cry cos the world's unfair
You can rest assured I'm always there

Even when you feel like you don't belong
Even when you fall and it all goes wrong
Know that I'm with you
That I'm with you all the time

Say a little prayer for the restless heart
We shall never ever drift apart
Know that I'm with you
Know that I'm with you
With you all the time

I walk thru every room
I'm laughing when you smile
And when you cry I cry too
I made you a promise
That I shall forever be
You're on your own but not alone -

yup...i'm with you ALL..all the time;) haha..take care!
*Grace

I'm so tired! things going missing.important things..they just disappear..one minute they're there..and the next they're not.My mum keeps joking that we've got a HUGE toyol running ard.it's driving me mad!!leave my stuff alone!!!! the computer also, going wacky..sighz!

Angry words exchanged..ok more like msged ;p with sonkey ytd. i hope u know i didnt mean it! i don't know where the anger came from.and i don't know how it disappeared so fast.i just know I LOVE YOU too much to keep taking out my silly moods on u! i'm glad things are ok. poor sonkey, her b'day's round the corner and nothing seems to be working in her favour.i remember past b'days!!plans arranged at least a week in advance! and this time it's a big one too..a new chapter..another milestone ;p but..i'm sure it'll all work out in the end! so don't worry already!haha

this branch narrowly missed my head ytd!...it bounced off the car next to us and cracked into two.my sis was even closer to it!...scary to think..if we had just taken one more tiny step...-shudders...

on a lighter note..Jules, i bought the wallet!!YAY!! haha..yeah but there's nothing left to put into it..haha..

alrite, think im gonna find some lunch - haha..as if i live in the jungle;p - bambi, you're right..it's been a good year.thank u for it..just thank you for everything.seriously, i don't know how i managed to get so lucky;p oh yeah ceedee's little msg made me think of all our sily pri sch days..haha how we used to squeeze into seetha's dad's car...and how we were some crazy-must-play-hopscotch-everyday kids;p and how cikgu zarina loved pulling our ears..haha especially mine and elly's..and sara's right?? with those nails of hers! projects in didi's house..that time ceedee cut her hair..and didnt wanna talk to us..like it was our fault!! ;p and i think ceedee's dad's shop.and when it rained so heavily..all those mega-huge cockraches would decorate the walls and we had stand near them not to get wet but elly'd go mad running around in the rain..eventho she still had to take the sch bus home!..CEEDEE,DIDI,ELLY,SARA and whoever else i missed out...we've known each other for so long!! we practically grew up together..i miss those days!:)

ok ok..i'm going...

*Grace