merry x'mas!

i'm back! finally after a loooong hiatus... so many things to tell ya'll but before i really start my ramblings... i'd just like to say tt our blog's still under construction so forgive the mess! i'll post a proper entry when i'm satisfied with the construction;p so anw... i turned 21!!!!! :) yay! alritey off i go...will be back real soon... i hope hehe... merry christmas everyone... spread the love!
luv,
*Gracie

i'm here again!!=D it's been so long.... this week's the last for me before i finally start my attachment.. i'm filled with anxiety n dread..ok ok and alil excitement too!! haha i'm finally gonna be putting wat i learnt to use on kids..not big buffalos who are acting as spastic kids! haha i dunno how it's gonna turn out but keep your fingers crossed for me k?!? seeing as this is my last week to put more effort into tt irritating folder.. i'm proud to announce that.... i've done nothin yet..zip,nada..NOTHIN! i spent the week meeting up with ppl instead..but they're ppl i havent met in such a long time.. met chris, aisha n yas on mon!! hahaha i was so happy to see them..after so long.. aisha still with her nonsense n loud voice and chris with all her looks.. it was awesome.. tues went ice skatin with clarissa n shamii.. haha shamii n me spent the two hours glued to the railings while lil kids nicely ice skated in front of us silently screamin..looooook at meeee..just when we were getting the hang of it it was time to go...sheesh..hmm weds.. i met my darling boo!! haha with di n fynny.. lemboo is a babe now ok.. no more prawn girl..hahah i love spending time with those two sweethearts of mine.. hopefuly i'll get to see them soon..so that was my week... last week i had dinner with sharon and the rest..her goodbye dinner..sad.. but eh she's still in town just not in that political sch.. ;p went bowling aft with her,claris n wahlau jay..and i fell..sigh..i'm just not satisfied with not makin a fool of myself... hehe
so aisha would have started work tdy... and im startin on MON..haha im sorry la i just cat get over the fact tt MON is almost here and i feel so unprepared...i better get to work and at least have somethin for nic to see tmr... i hate the damn thing..ah well.. it has to be done..
i miss..JULES...if u're reading this.. i miss u!!*huGz
love,Gracie

the past few weeks have gone by smoothly..with jules leaving, me trying to spend time wit ali before her freedom is taken away;p..helping a friend with a class of five year olds who kept going teacher this..or teacher that or i can do it teacher..or it's falling teacher.. every few mins...;p stayed over at ali's place a couple of times..tate like there's no tmr..celebrated ash's b'day with di, her bro, fynny ash-of course rite!- n his new-ahem ahem- girlfriend;) too bad i couldnt spend much time with them tho..some other time perhaps yeah? met up with the sac ppl!!! =D i am SO happy about tt one... i managed to arrange a gathering and actually have more than three ppl turn up in abt two?? three? days! and miss LG finally managed to pry herself away from her busy schedule and grant us mere mortals her time..haha...i am grateful babe! hahaha..it was fun..reminiscing..talking abt the past..talking abt the future..only the IMPORTANT ppl turned up... it went great...we'll meet up soon k ppl?? it just amazed me to see the different paths our lives are taking us and yet how we can still come together..to look at these ppl i've known for so long and see how far we've come... it might not seem a long way to most..but from girls who didnt give a damn wat we did in our futures to ppl who truly want each and everyone of us to do well.. im just happy for everyone... hmm.. wat else... ohh the teaching was fun..one hour plus only...did it for only a day..but it definately gave me insight..thinking of attachment and the damn folder is scary..family lunch tdy..yummy food!! gifts from my uncle!!!! hahaha.. i love the pens.. anw, since tmr is ali's day..here's a'lil something..for u baba dear... just to let u know...
ali.. i dunno who im gonna fight wit when u're not around to get on my nerves and nag at me... to so many ppl it seems like we're the constant squabbling ppl..forever fighting..forever saying "i've had enough!" hahaha but i know to me it's just the way we work.. we fight and argue and say things to irritate each other just coz as u say...fighting=best frens=love... i tell u, there've been numerous times i really felt i could chop ur head off.. but somehow we always just come back together...and it's settled on it's own..and peace reigns for a few days ;p haha... u're the person who can surprise me with ur silly little rubbish thots...or sudden shows of affection..or the way u do things for me silently..without havin to think it thru or ponder....or the way u're forever saying i pay 1st later we find the atm...haha or the way we can be talking and suddenly both of us just keeps quiet coz we're prone to daydreaming..and the silence is comfortable... i know u're not going away...or moving to some distant country,but i'm still gonna miss u.. i'm proud of u..and i'm hoping this new road u're going to embarke on leads u nearer to your dreams...take care of yourself while u're in there...and i'll see u in 12? days k? 6 months will fly faster than u can imagine...so...may god shine his face upon u my darling alibaba.. i love you lots! =) so mushy rite..for someone who's just going to THOMPSON!;p ok la... tt's all for now...SARA!! where have u disappeared to?!?!?
Gracie

||let me fly, let me be free, let me see the world, let me be ME||

it's been a tiring few days..both emotionally, mentally n physically.. everything has just been draining..but ive sed b4..i'm not gonna let anyone drag me down unless i wanna get dragged...the past few days ppl have been trying tho..ive realised tt everyboday loves going round the bloddy bush la.. i dunno y nobody just wans to take the straight path anymore haha..hmm ah well ok let's see wat hv i bn up to the past few days? let's see.. had a misunderstandin wit ali..thru jules.. which resulted in me being harsher then usual with the ppl ard me..haha poor them.. i finished my proj..ON TIME!!! haha with much support and encouragement and comrade from my miss super irritating, nickibayybee n sara..i dunno wat i'd do witout u guyz..i'll probably b eaten by tt croc la huh serenie..haha anw, met up with nic n ayu tdy!!!! hehehe i love them!! we were supposed to go ice skating..but..ahhh we spent a good part of the day riding ard in trains -dun ask!- haha in the end we caught laws of attraction..nt bad..van helsing stil gets my votes tho!but it was good la.. haha we makaned like mad..put our feet up and watched the whole movie with our usual commentary and nonsense la...haha oh yeah and we finialized our nitty gritty details for our attachment..now to start on the folder!!! sigh... oh yeah ytd was my grandma's wedding anni...had dinner at my aunt's...nice nice niiiice!! hehe..i'm talking all over the place arent i..cant seem to get my thots settled la..anw..wen i was so absolutely pissed ytd..crying for goodness knows wat reason...sara sed the exact things i needed to hear..and sara, i 'm glad u're always ard...and tt u understand hw it feels and that u support me like nobody's biz! haha..ur encouragement..sometimes it's the thing tt lifts me up.. she sent me this song..it's so sweet..
~Gotta find your inner strength
If you can't, then just throw life away
Gotta learn to rely on you
Beauty, strength, and wisdom, too
You're beautiful inside and out
Lead a great life without a doubt~ =D it just made me feel SO MUCH better...so i'm hear to tell everyone...Inner strength tt is what i rely on!!haha..wow long entry huh..ok i'll stop now..just needed to clear the mind!even if it is all in jumbles..haha
love,
*Gracie||U gotta know it's true, in the end all u've got is you ||

||everybody now...breathe in....||

so even blogger's gt a new breath of life huh ;p my last day was on fri..it was sad..ayu read the poem to the class..OMG i jus wanted to cry ok..haha.. they gave us sweet lil cards n pressies n stuff even the unexpected one huh..haha thx u guyz..u know i love them all! the gang gt me danglers! haha they know me so well! played our last games n aft class we headed for DINNER!!!! its really good to hv frenz n lecturers wit cars! haha all in all it was a great day..and it made me realise these ppl ive met..they're great ppl..realli.. and i'm gonna try my best to hold on to the impt ones for a long time...ytd..met nicki bayyybeee n clarissa ;) haha shopping shopping, makan makan, gossip gossip..it was good!! din realise how much ive missed them over such a short period of time! i really had fun..and for once in my life when we arrange to meet we can all stay in the north!!! haha our side riggght??? met jules n alibaba for dinner..we ate kenny!!! haha..n tt ali..must be secretly thinkin me n jules ate too much make us walk round n round marina..somemore she walk damn fast ok! so we gt lost in marina!! can u believe tt!!! we actually got LOST!! haha wat'd i tell u..wen im lost, i'm always wit ali... we took pics tho! haha those two are just like me..we love takin pictures!!!it's no wonder we're JAG*s la..my other frenz always comment how i can take pics forever.. hw can i nt..with these two ard..haha

ao anyhoo...tt's been it for the past few days.. besides sitting at home being bored missing sch..thinking abt doing the damn projs..bleah prolly see jules tmr.. go meet the principle on fri..aiyah.. i better get back to the proj la huh.. every fibre in me doesnt want to tho..must finish early so can sit in class on mon! must must must..haha love ya all!
nickishamiiclarissasernejoycelynelainesharonayu..wahlau i miss u all can! we sepak ayu k? haha

love, *Gracie

|| I've had enough ||
So I read in ali's blog that ive changed?! me?dis coming frm someone who only spoke to me for..erm abt an hr or so?! maybe she means ive changed in a good way..maybe she's talking abt another grace..one tt she knows n ive never heard of...YEAH right la grace..;p wateva... one of ur best fren's blogs tt u've changed..without tellin u personally and u think she's talkin abt someone else..ohhhkay.. so, this brings me to my next question..have i changed??? yes u ppl who spend time with me..tell me have i?? honestly speaking..i'd like to think tt i have -tho my idea of my change n ali's might b diff;)- i mean i'm abt to finish a six month course...i must have changed at least a'lil right...ive learnt tt.. ive got to hold on to those ppl who've met me practically every week...who dun mind traveling frm diff sides of s'pore to town just to spend time with me when I can...people who've given me their time-n train fare- unconditionally...i've learnt tt some peopl-the bird in class! ;p- are so two-faced it's not even funny... and tt some ppl may look two faced...but they're all niceness n love inside...i've learnt that frenship can bloom between ppl with diff age grps as long as all parties are willing to try.. i've learnt home spa tips!! haha... i've learnt to believe in myself even when it looks like i'm going nowhere as in time i'll find a way... i've learnt tt sometimes the people who are the furtherst can warm your heart with just simple words... ive learnt tt i dun have to let ppl step all over me..coz I'M impt n i LOVE ME! haha... i've learnt to bask in the sweet words and encouragement of loved ones who've been here all along believing in me... i've realised tt some friends will do anything for me.. ive learnt tt some frens just want me to do everythin for them. n ive learnt tt some of my closest frens have been balancing taking n giving with me all these years... i've learnt abt kids n teachin -obviously right-
so i think ive changed..i'd like to think so...so ali's comment did make me think...i'm sure if i think real hard i'd find even more things tt ive learnt...but for nw ive got to use my thinking juices for the damn proj..sighh ooh yeah we had facials n pedicures n manicures n stuff in class ytd!! how fun...hahaha
jayrachhanimannienickyayuserenejoycelynelaineclarissasharmalasharonjune - thx for coming into my life...how could i have not known great ppl like u existed! haha
babboosonkey - thx for meeting me practically every week from so far away..u guyz KNOW i love u
shersara - thx for always being there...always...no matter wat..no matter when..
love, gracie
i wanna dance wit u~

i'm BACK to write!! sooo soon u say?!? haha... i just HAVE to write abt wat i had ytd in the hopes of causing some major salivating in all the loyal readers ;p haha..AND i'm supposed to b doing my proj la..but we all KNOW tt im the queen of procrastination..so anw...dinner at dad's best fren's place last nite..steamboat...can i say YAAAAAAAAY!!!! hehehe... OMG the amt of food! i especially loved the crabs, cockles-extremely well done for me pls-, prawns n beef!!! yuuuummmy...*salivates jus thinkin abt it...not to mention the awesome homemade chilli...uncle F...u've definately got a winner there! everytime we finished one tray he brought out another...the crabs were delish...apparently bought frm geylang..so ppl...buy your crabs frm geylang coz they'll make ur mouths water...so we ate n ate n ate...took a break then ate all over again...haha..the cockles reminded me only of one thing...ali,sher n me...and fishermen's village haha..we used to go there like so irritatingly often;p sighhhh...
on to really happy news!!! SARA GOT INTO UNI!!!! *applause applause* =D i'm so happy for her!!! yay yay yay!!! ok la i'm going to try doin my proj... damn u science! ;p ooooh... my two-eyelash-only-girl stayin over on mon & tues?!?!?! YAY! haha...
love, *Gracie

went for the funeral..ytd?? yup ytd..life's pretty short u know..always make me wonder...hmm...poor kid's gonna have to grow up missing her dad..sigh... anw sed bye to more ppl...hanim..annie...another two real special ppl... hanim..sexxay mama ah u *cheeky smile... pretty inside-out..i love ya! i seem to b blogging once every month only ah..haha i cant help it la so so busy...been having speech n drama expert in class the past two days... all our actions so OVER!!! hahaha "thhhh thhh thhh" it's kinda fun tho... i'm gonna be finishing my course redi... fast right...so sad..i dunno how... i love the nuts i see evryday.. Ms super mega rubbish/irritating serene ;p haha..whiney clarissa.. shhhhharmmmmallla;), nicky babeeey, beauty queen...haha, cheeky joycelyn..and of course right...my #1 always on my nerves forever fighting wit me but all outta love one... haha oh n forgeting our ever on our side lecturer..i lurve u babes! i'm glad it's always us against ThOse... birds, crocs, whatnots la... alritey la... i SHOULD be getting to the damn projs which i have no clue how to do! lil notes.... ppl suddenly leaving has left me really missing certain ppl..so lil notes...

||Sara - my blog or OUR blog ah;p how many times do i have to say..I MISS U...LOVE!||
||Sheri - =) three words...and u know what they'll always be...from my heart to yours i love u||
||Alibambutan! - i know how hard new beginings can be...but u'll find that path that has been carved out just for u one day.. thank u for holding onto me through all your endings and new beginings and lettin me be one of the few ppl who'll b there through it all||
||Jules - i havent seen u in so long!! i miss being miss-know-it-all in your life ;) haha.. i pity u for always having to listen to the bickering. BUT it's been awhile right...wait ah.. i'll meet up with u guys soon n me and ali can start again;p i love u..i miss JAG*s||
||Sonkey - happiness comes when ur smiles light up my life... words arent necessary for us..hearts that are connected alrdy know how the other feels!*nods||

that's all folks...for nw anw la..huGz for everyone!
love, gracie
||~ bright pleasant days...dark sacred nights......~||

a month!...wat a month it's been...lets see.. Sher's officially 21!!!! *APPLAUSE!!!!* she had a damn memorable itchy b'day din u my dear;p , i've had to say bye to two truly awesome ppl... rach n jay... WAHLAU jay....it's gonna be a bore...without u! but next yr yes?? next yr we'll all be back 2gether again! hopefully hehe..till then..we still have all our outings! tues tues tues!!! i cant wait..... the assignments have been neverending.. as soon as one leaves our hands we have to start the nxt...crazy! one due on tues..sigh... which i havent started!! haha...which i should be getting back to la... my fingers jus damn itchy..had to come type something...oooh baboo's pageant's over..i tell u she was damn sexxxay...pheeeweet...seriously!! the best outta the lot! c'mon la compared to the pasar woman n the rhino ass;p so mean! bt seriously..she was the best there...AND we actually had her with us the WHOLE night..AMAZING isnt it!! of all ppl...to be out ALL NIGHT LONG..*sing it wit me di..all night...all night longggg...all nite ;p...ok, back to work! i'll b back soon.... here's to the BILA BILA gang!!! u guyz.... as i said...next yr we'll reunite! haha..love ya lots! also... love my precious ppl who are so far away even more...namely two monkeys with names starting wit S...hehehehe...sighhhhh
love,
gracie

helllloo everyone...missed me?? ;p i have no idea where sara is...she's just missing from her own blog! how could u sara! haha i tried.. i really did..i've spent the last couple of hours lookin for a new background but nothing's caught my eye just yet..i'll leave it to u sara! find something u hear me....and come blog!! :) i've bn up to my neck with stuff to do... i've got two assignments due and one more exam coming up!! argh... the last 2 modules have been a bore.. i dunno if it's the module or the lecturers... BUT i still love sch! haha..have i told u guyz??? i gt 90 for the 1st exam and 95 for the 2nd!! =D i'm so happy.... we'll see how it goes with the third...hmmm

u know sometimes ppl say things in such a way u feel like suddenly u've got to defend ur every decision?? i dont understand y some ppl dont seem to be really happy for me... i need u guys to support me too..u know? it's just difficult when u KNOW how impt u guyz are..right? i'm happy..so please be happy for me..if not..just move aside and let me be..coz i'm not gonna let myself be dragged down unless I wanna be dragged! ;)

wat else wat else...oooh since Di's page is down for now... i'll give u guyz a'lil update on her life...she just started her new job on fri!! sounded like it was a bore to her..but i'm pretty sure it'll get better di..yes it will! haha...and what's he new job u may ask... she's traing to fly...without wings! c'mon i KNOW u guyz know what it is..u know u know!! Di's in a stage of re....re-furnishing?!? ;p her life..so new clothes...new shoes..new anything from u guyz would be greatly appreciated by DEEEEDEEE! haha...

i thought i had alot to say..but i seem to have lost that train of thot...so i'll go off to study...or do some of my proj...or laze ard-which is prolly wat i'll ACTUALLY end up doing ;p- oh yeah..SHER..thank u for calling me....but u didnt call back!!! haha.. i love hearing u talk... it's like we've gone five years back n u're in ur room and i'm in my aunt's place..just talkin n talkin... soon k??plsssss? hehehe ok ok i'm going!!*huGZ* all around!
love,grace
it's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance. it's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance.. it's the one who wont be taken who cannot seem to give..and the soul of dying that never learns to live.....

If I were a month I would be: december!!!
If I were a day of the week I would be: saturday
If I were a time of day I would be: 12
If I were a planet I would be: earth
If I were a sea animal I would be: dolphin
If I were a direction I would be: north
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: bed
If I were a liquid I would be: iced choc
If I were a stone, I would be: diamond
If I were a tree, I would be: a coconut tree;p
If I were a bird, I would be: peacock hmm but that's a male bird..maybe a dove...(di!!! doooove;p) no no a toucan..hmm i'm nt too sure ;)
If I were a tool, I would be: hammer..(bang bang bang!!!!)
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: rose
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: sunny yet windy
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: unicorn
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: saxaphone
If I were an animal, I would be: dog
If I were a color, I would be: RED
If I were an emotion, I would be: complete,utter happiness
If I were a vegetable, I would be: a mushroom
If I were a sound, I would be: my best friend's laughter
If I were an element, I would be: fire
If I were a car, I would be: ferrari
If I were a song, I would be: a hit! ;p
If I were a movie, I would be directed by: the best
If I were a book, I would be written by: enid blyton..hehe
If i were a poem I would be : My own
If i were part of a company i would be : Founder!
If I were a food, I would be: chocolate
If I were a place, I would be: the place memories are stored
If I were a material, I would be: the same as my blanket...happiness is snuggling under it!!!
If I were a taste, I would be: sour (yummm!)
If I were a scent, I would be: the smell of baking cookies!! famous amos-y haha
If I were a religion, I would be: catholic! *nods
If I were a word, I would be: GRACE
If I were an object, I would be: camera!!
If I were a body part I would be: heart
If I were a facial expression I would be: surprise on the brink of a huge smile
If I were a subject in school I would be: english...duh!
If I were a cartoon character I would be: a smurf! haha
If I were a shape I would be: star
If I were in a pubic service job I would be : a fireman!!! haha
If I were a number I would be: 10

haha just curbing my b0red0m! HAPPY V DAY EVERY0NE! lotsa love to those few precious people! off to study..study study study...bleah ;p
*Grace

we really shud change the bkgrd sara..it's starting to bore me too..hmm...anw, today(in in fri) was my grandma's b'day...memories memories memories....sigh..it'll never really be ok will it? will it? remember the jelly cake di? cant belive it's been a yr...

on to happy news.. extension for assignment!! yay! tues! something's better than nothing i reckon! BUT there's quite a lot to b done not to mention homework...i justw anna sleeeeep! oh yeah!! i saw cheryl and charlotte the other day!!! cheryl james! sooo nice bumping into them..and realising that they were actually happy to see me too!! it's been wat? five years since i last saw them!!! =D it was nice...these were the ppl i spent sec one and two bluffing to b listening during malay lessons with. haha

syping for us tmr mayb?whadya say deeeedeee?? hahahaha...*rubs hands in antcipation* cant wait!!!! watch out fluent english person!!! haha.. lemboo darling...you make me so grateful you're in MY life and not somebody elses. I wanna hug you!!! hahaha bambi..how did i ever believe those were shyeyes

Gracie:)
||u dont miss your water till the welll runs dry||

have you ever realized that one of your closest friends was looking right at you and tellin you a little teeny white lie? have you ever? have you ever felt exactly the way i felt when i realized? when you know she/he's twisting the truth.BUT you know they're only doing it to keep you from getting hurt. they're only doing what comes second nature to them...protecting you. so I ask you again..have you ever felt exactly the way i felt? coz at that instant i've never loved this friend more. Coz with this person, is where i know...that i'll always b safe..i'll always be held and protected..i'll always be cherised...i'll always be loved...this is where i know i'll never do any wrong. where i can b wat i want to be..i can be a closet superstar..a closet rock singer;p a closet anything! haha this is where hearts are wrapped with bubble-foam and handled with care and hugz are given freely.This is where i'm always me...where even at my worst..i'm always the best...so even tho it was just a little gesture done without any hesitation..it just reinforced everything we stood for.

Right...that's enough mushiness for now ;p haha..sara's gone!*G*O*N*E*.. she left on the 19th..back across the world! another 365 days to go.before i get her back here!! counting down counting down...sheesh.. It's kinda ironic we never had a proper end to our convo huh? haha..i miss you so much my dear!

TWO assignments due nxt week*faints i'm actually supposed to be working on one of them now..but i cant seem to come up with anything..AT ALL.. some help..anyone??? school's been hilarious! the things we do!! you wont believe until u see! but it's fun.. ohhh that day i was havin my mee hoon and i found a biiiig worm in it!! so disgusting!!!! eww eww eww...i can still see all those tiny legs..yuck..and my fren was tellin us that this worm wasnt the first insect found in the food there..soooo no more 1st floor for us yes?*nods ;p alritey..better shift my attention back to my assignment!! Happy Chinese New Year!!!!here's to the monyet year!!:)

*Gracie
*sings* I'm really not your average thug ahhh ugggggg hehehe

Sch's been fun!! i've really missed being part of a class.. there's not one single guy besides the lecturer in my class so it's as if i'm still in sec sch or pri sch for tt matter;p haha...made some new friends i'm pretty sure i'll absolutely love in some time! so all in all... it's been a good week! Assignment due in two weeks i think..i have no clue how the heck to do it..but hey..i'm sure it'll b ok!

so guess who i met today? GLADYS, JULES,ALI n SARA! suppose to be a big gathering..but these special ppl were enough.Dearest Glad glad..i KNOW ur dad'll be better soon yeah? u know i'm always here no matter what. I love you so much my dear!thanx for the sweets=)

Anywayz...TMR with my sonkey.i cant wait!!!cocktails cocktails cocktailsss! ohh i saw the donkey u bought me for my birthday tdy!! u shuldnt have spent so much...somemore in ur current state of broke-ness;p BUT u know i simply love and adore every inch of that lil grey thing! i'll take real good care of it! promise! hahaha...

CEEDEE!! u cant read it too?? i thot it was only my comp! haha i've been wanting to change e layout for awhile..but i'm so lazy! haha..will do it when i've got time.till then sorry my dahlings u;ve just got to struggle to read it too! sorry! alritey i'm off to sleep i cant tahan anymore! CONGRATS on ur letter D!

*Grace

HELLLLOOOOO 2004!!!!

Happy New Year!!
here's to an awesome year ahead filled with special, joyful moments!

New year's eve at my aunt's...turkey,chicken,fish,prawns,lamb,veggie...yummmm..SO much of food... the down-side was that i really couldnt taste anything..coz i'm SICK!! sad ain't it..i'm just hopin it clears up by next wk...but we had fun...makaned..laughed at the TNC!-stupid stupid show-;p said our prayers..drank bubbly...it was really nice..surrounded by family...at the birth of a new year!who could ask for more

anw, tdy's the 2nd of JAN!! Di,Sara,jules,ali,glad,sam,Sher.....ALL of u!!! years ago..on this day we met for the first time!!! hahaha..it's OUR anniversary ;p hehe..whatever it is, to each and every one of u..thank u for years of unconditional love!here's to many more to come!*smiles

sara sent me this on my b'day and i only read it tdy;
Angel of December sky
Gathers snowflakes way on high
Graciously with wings in air
Gathers precious gems to share


To trickle down to earth below
To shine like diamonds in the snow
What great beauty it will be
As angel sends these gems for me


A calm and peaceful night with snow
December angel's special glow
See her gliding through the air
This beauty of God's love so fair


Knows just what the snow will do
As peacefully it falls on you
Catch the diamonds in your hand
Where they sparkle God does stand


December's angel wings of snow
Sends her beauty here below
Catch the diamonds from the sky
Magnificently these wings do fly.~
~ Francine ~© original 99
=) Thank u sweets!!! it's lovely..i love the card..i love the lil msg...i love them tonnes...but i love you more!!heh heh heh...please let's meet up soon!! u've been back so long and i only saw u once..it's not FAIR!! haha...

hmm tt's all for now..take care u lot...any new year's resolutions???

love,Gracie

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!

so i'm a few days late...;p but it's still christmas so it doesnt matter..haha Merry X'mas all of u!! i hope it was special and full of laughter!! Christmas was a'lil different this year..i had straightish sorta hair..well, it was straighter than it's ever been..my hair's just meant to be curly;p..but for the fun of it..my hairdresser ironed it for me...it was a different look;p...family gathering was on the eve instead..since we're not really celebrating this year-for obvious reasons- so we had a meal together on the eve instead...and we went to St.Theresa's for mass instead of our church..decided to go with my uncle and all...it was HOT ..really really hot...but it was ok...didnt really see anyone i know..it's not my church afterall...;p but it's ok..i'll see the few special people sooner or later..haha.. it was nice..attending mass together..squeezing into the car...tired silence..it was all nice...
back to my other aunt's place on x'mas..was suppose to have lunch there...but we were late and all so my dad couldnt cook..so my uncle did it instead....and we had the feast at night...we practically spent the whole day just stuffing ourselves! seriously...there was so much of food at night and we couldnt eat coz we were all full...so we decided to have it the next aft...haha...eat n eat n eat...sheesh...
met up with baboo ytd...spent a couple of hours just the 2 of us..then went over to di's place..for our hari raya visiting...see how late we are!hari raya visiting during x'mas! haha..grandma made yummy nasi lemak!!!yum....
so all in all, the last few days have been good...met up with my loved ones...makan-ed like mad...and had fun ;p...di's suppose to b coming over tdy..are u deedeeeeee?? hehehehe...and my cousins and all too...=) hmmm tt's all for now..oh yeah...sth really impt...I AM STARTING SCH ON THE 7TH!!!! YAY!!=D hahahaha i'm sooo happy...and my friends are soo happy for me!! -see wat grrreat friends ive got!-hehe...
alrite..take care everyone..merry xmas! i love you loadz...and for those who arent here..i miss you!! every single one of u..*mwuah!

all my love,
GRACE (student);p

this girl's a year older

Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to me,
Happy Birthday to MeEeEeEee
Happy Birthday to...ME!!

haha... i'm twenty tdy..nothin feels different tho..i can't help it, i'll always be young at heart ;p hehehe... Dinner with my girlies...the few special people who i can scratch my butt in front of coz they'll still love me;p haha.. Didi,Sara,Jules n Ali...nydc..salad..pizza..MUD PIE!!!! n Jules' coffe-hazelnut-thing which she claims is HeAvEn;) i had a great time sweethearts...i couldnt ask for better people to spend my most special day of the year with!! i hold each of you deep in my heart...so close to the main veins and arteries...Thanks for all the little pressies...cards..smiles and huGz..thanks for the laughter and company...most of all...ya'll will prolly never really know..but thanks so much for turning what had all the makings of being a sad sad day really wonderful...it's my first birthday without my grandma...my first in twenty years..it's hard thinking about it...but being with you guyz didnt give me much time to be depressed;p...i love you lots!!you rock my world babes!

I miss you mamma....bless me tdy, like you did every year..i love you..life's never ever gonna be the same....

..a brand new decade..watch out world..here i come...
today this girl turned twenty-ok technically ytd la since it seems to be e 20th already-
Yesterday this girl turned twenty!;p
love,
Gracie

Ps: Pigging out time tmr girls!!!!Cheeseeee rice!!yum!

Young girl don’t cry
I’ll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it’s alright
Your tears will dry, you’ll soon be free to fly


When you’re safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing’s harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

Chorus:
When there’s no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you’ll find the strength that will guide your way
You’ll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl don’t hide
You’ll never change if you just run away
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you’re gonna see your brighter day


Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It’s so hard to stand your ground when you’re so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside look inside to your soul


Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you’re learning
You’ll find all you’ll ever need to know
(be strong)
You’ll break it
(hold on)
You’ll make it
Just don’t forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can’t do
No one can stop you, you know that I’m talking to you


Young girl don’t cry I’ll be right here when your world starts to fall

ok let's see..today calls for a special colour!!..hmmmm yup! haha... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARA!!!!happy happy HAPPY BIRTHDAY!=) i waited till tdy coz it would prolly be the 27th there now right?? hmm anw, how i wish you were here!! really!

But anw...i've got stuff to say so listen up!!;p You've always been by my side..always..do you realize that??crazy malay "scarfise" tutors, remedials, bus rides, when i'm sick or happy..mad or sad or even scared..you're always there. Truthfully, i cant imagine my life without you...it would be a life without crazy laughter! you know how when you first came back..your first holiday back?? i was afraid we'd not be able to find that crazy special place we're always in when we're together..but i was soo wrong!! nothing changes...EVER! we just pick up where we left off..and before long it's time for you to leave again! You let me be me...and you help me find ME..and you love me no matter what. You light up my life...and you make me sad... you calm my fears and encourage me..you say nice things when we both know i just wanna feel "high";p haha you make me crazy! and you make me feel safe..you read my innermost thots and you make jewelry hunting fun.. you sparkle and you shine..and when i'm with you i feel like i could sparkle too.you hold up my castles in the air with me...and tell me that i can do anything.You love me for me..the good the bad..the everything....
i'm not just saying it sara..seriously, my life would not be complete without you!

So today, when you're celebrating TWO decades of living..i just hope you know..that you mean the world to me-and so much more!- You're dreams will come true babes..just wait and see...so just keep on looking ahead..i'm always here..you know that! Happy birthday sweetie...may god always look on you with his goodness..I LOVE YOU!!! Every single curl to the last little toe!!*mwuah*

All My Love,Gracie

and so the puzzle's pieces fall into place..if only for awhile..

it's becoming ridiculous!! BLOG SARA!!blooog =P haha
anw, Ytd was perfect..a perfect night with my more than perfect friends... met up with the rest of them from sch ytd..and surprisingly quite a few ppl actually turned up!Gladys' planning skills must be awesome;p hehe.. tho there wasnt time for more one-on-one conversations...and really talking.. it just felt so right sitting down with these ppl and just catching up a'lil... it's so wonderful to see how everyone in some way has grown over the past few years.. we're different.. yet at the heart of it all... we're always connected..and that's what makes spending time with them so special...So thank you girls..everyone of you..it was the perfect evening! it's like coming home..everyone's familiar yet a'lil diff...but everyone's loved...so for that few hours..i'd come home..and if i had my way..it'll always be that way!:) if only i could hug u guyz and never let go!

i cant wait for sara to come back! i need some TLC-Two of us Laughing Crazily!!;p- and it can only come from sara! haha lonce your back girl, we can meet up with the rest again..suffice to say..I CAN'T WAIT!!! haha..so hurry back!

other than that this week's been hectic! late nights and early mornings..it drives me crazy! the communion was good.. everything was so rushy..people had places to go... but we had fun..with family and friends everywhere..Isaac's graduation on sat..my lil icy's growing up!! primary one for him next year...guess watching cartoons will be a lonely affair from then on...hahaha ok i think i've babbled on enough for now... i'm going off to find someone to disturb!! Ali...sleepover on fri?!?! YAY! hehe

i love every single one of you...i love you guyz so much..words wont do it justice!

*Gracie