ppl...ppl are weird sometimes u know... it's lk everyone has ther own funny habits n thots n stuff n each n every person is different n yet somehw along the journey of ur life u meet some great ones...n some not-so-great ones n some downright crazy -n i dun mean in a funny haha way- ones... n in some weird unscientific way u find these ppl tt just fit into ur life perfectly... suddenly u feel like u've known them forever or it jus feels oh-so-rite.. or u really do miss them wen they're not ard.. n u start thinking wat did i ever do before this person came along.. or wat would i b if i never met him/her...in a way i think tt everyone who ever appeared in ur life played a part to help u build ur character or help u shape ur beliefs or make u certain abt the kind of person u rather not grow up to be. then sometimes u find urself growin closer to a person n u share secrets n dreams n jokes n laughter n u've never felt happier and u dunno wat makes u do all these things just that somehow before u even realized it this person's come to mean somethin to u.. and u love them and want to always protect them and keep them in your heart for the rest of eternity...but sometimes it's just not enough n some of these ppl start to drift away or u fight or u quarrel.. but the impt ones stay... not tt they'l never drift or fall out with u it's just tt they're so impt n they're so special tt your hearts built a bond with theirs and no matter how hard u try to break it or how far u tried to run..it never works coz somethin'll just keep pulling them back to u....n these ppl.. some of them know u even better than u know yourself at times... they know wat u need and they willingly offer it... they hold ur hand when the going gets tough and they stand by u thru the scariest things just to protect u...they know how much it hurts to lose ur loved ones to death n they cry with u.. they offer their shoulder at all times and u know their heart is a safe haven for yours...no matter how bruised or broken.... they dun just say things to make u feel better but tell u wat u need to know... and with these ppl u find yourself growing n learning n appreciating the simple things like donkey laughter... or the way their hair curls like mad... or their cute lil rabbit teeth...or way u compare fingernails n hers is always bigger.. or the love-laden hugs...or the way they look wen they're happy...or cuddlin under blankets whisperin secrets.. or swinging in the balcony pretending to slp...or even shared silences...n u know tt no matter wat happens they've got a piece of ur heart for always...so ppl are weird sometimes coz they let ppl in and give away pieces of their heart... n love them so much it hurts to even think of them not being ard...but yet we continue doing it...coz somehow i guess our hearts know tt things n possesions dun make this life meaningful n awesome it's the ppl we include in ours who do....
so to the ppl ive lost along the way.. thank u for being in my life once upon a time... u're always welcome back in...n to the ppl who've stayed with me thruout everything... no words can even come close to sayin thank u for all the love...sometimes..especially recently i do feel in a way like im missing u guys so much... tt somehow ive only got myself..but these moments are fleeting coz my heart always brings me back to u... in my life you've created beautiful precious moments... amazing memories...in a way u guyz make me wat i am today.. wat i wanna b tmr n the day aft n day aft...:) my life is so much fuller with u guyz ard and i jus wan the whole wide world to know hw much u mean to me... life is so short sometimes... days pass b faster than u know but i wan u to know u've always got my love..n nothin'l ever change tt.. nothin!...i love ya each n everyone of u...
aight... was jus lookin thru some old fotos n missed my loves so much...gotta go back to finishin all the lp's ive gt stackin up...sigh.... nites! sweet dreams! muacks!
gracie

back frm a yummylicious meal of meatballs n lime jelly n fish n chips with my dear baboo..:) although i was so tired n really really quiet n prolly not much of a good dinner date...baboo more than made up for it by being xtremely chatty!im sorry dear...i jus hope u had fun!;p which i think u did coz i certainly did!
i jus wanna say to my dear se..im always gona b here la babe!! i know we've only known each other for...wat?only 2 months plus plus..hehehe but i do feel close to u..n somehow we jus click n i do love ya tonnes!! deep inside u'll know wat's the rite thing to do... its ur life.. its your heart.. ur mind..everythin's YOURS..wateva it is u're not alone la k? muaks! u've made a diff bein in my life n i miss u wen i dun c u every single day of our silly little lives! ;plet u toture my ones nxt wk..hehe love love love ya...
ooh my tuesdays with morrie's started..gotta go.. i love the bk..read it if u've gt some time to spare...
gracie

i hate the way u mk me act. i hate the person u mk me beome wen u're ard me. i hate the person u r sometimes. i hate the way u mk me feel. i hate tt u think u know it all. i hate the way u pretend coz u're juz so hypocritical...n how the heck do u manage to say all tt n yet b sooo 'holy'. pls jus stay awy frm me coz i DO NOT want to become the u tt u r... n i do nt nd u polluting my life with all ur nonsense..unless u're plannin to become more humane anytime soon...pls just stay away frm me....PLS!
like tt's gonna happen anytime soon rite? riiiiiiiiiite!
happy birthday aunty!!!hope life is always gd to u..love ya lots...
so tired...so so tired.... eyes forward... breathe in breathe out...brand new day tmr......even more searchin for tt monkey...bleah... in out in out...eyes glaze over...STTTTTTTTTOOOOONE!
nites my lovelies...
mwuah

debs is back.. qn is back... finally we're at our BEST:) no more two ppl runin ard so many monkeys... i hope ;p hehe nw we're more even yah... give us wat u've got man! ahh.... my darling elly's given birth!! to a beautiful baby boy... cameron david simpson... so gorgeous...cute...adorable...its irritatin;p naaaah im really happy for her...wish i could get my chance to cuddle n shower tt baby wit kisses... sendin u all my love babe as u start on ur brand new journey.. it's gonna b full of ups n downs...but u're gonna do it..n u'l b great at it...so i havent been here for so long ... so much has happened... went on our very first girls-only-me-n-my sonkey trip to batam.. well it wasnt technically only us as her mam came along too..but ah well it was a nice trip. we and our batam boys how i wish i had two of them now so we could just sit back n relax n let them do all the work.ahhhhhhhh... yumm;) the ppl there are super nice n sweet well xcept mayb for the back smackkers...phuck phuck phuck PHAT! hahaha but for anyone who's lookin for a great driver cum tour guide cum friend cum go getter in batam lemme know coz we had a great driver who's sweet n nice n could really use all the business he can get... so lemme know yeah...
other than tt a good piece of news...(well at least i hope it'l be...keepin fingers crossed) i finally signed up for the subsidy..n i really really hope i'll get it!! so if that works out then i can start sch nxt mnth!!!!!!!!!!! =D yay! i juz really hope i can cope... im so excited...
ok i feel a headache comin on... i'll b back really soon to update.. REALLY! oh one more piece of impt news!!! im connected again!!! ive gt my lappy with internet.... so i'll b here more often... take care everyone...
lotsa love as always!

!!~its me~!!

MzAbraham's invasion---OKAY i know i dont post aniting here but i just had to...i cut my hair..n just had to share that info!!! =D ( this smile is alot bigger than it seems) peace out people.
hope you guys all doing awesome.
==SARA==

eace n quiet for now.....

i know i know i said i'd be back soon with a newly furnished site n all but wat can i say... im one lazy bugger ;p on top of that havin no real access to any comp doesnt help.. so when i can find one..wit no one else breathin down my neck tellin me to be quick then i'l update... like today for instance.. clever me locked the door so no one can disturb me for awhile... sigh.. the pleasure of some peace and quiet with just me n the comp... heh

anw, been so busy with everythin... im missin out on all the good for nothin gossip and iced chocs with my sonkeybanana...and so many other ppl...but wat can i say days have to go on, the world has to keep turning..ppl have to kp goin to work...blah blah blah and all that crap... i guess sometimes the most u can do is keep those impt to u close to ur heart..and think of them...memories really pull u thru when the heart pangs for them too much... but memories also can b the cause of those heart pangs.. a double edged sword?sigh...

hmm, got my ang bao tt day.. finally :) it just amazes me wat happens sometimes when u jus let go of watever was troublin u and leave it wholeheartedly to higher powers..somehow they suddenly fall right into place. so im one happy girl... i'm happy here and for now i guess here's where im supposed to be. went to watch disney on ice! it was awesome!! awesome!! =D i loved every min of it well, except for the part where these kiddies behind were shoutin n talkin so loudly and banging their feet on the floor...and basically they did tt thruout the whole show...and i dun understand y the parent sitting there din do a single thing abt it.. i mean c'mon la ur kids are misbehavin..TAKE CONTROL! hehe but the costumes were beautiful..and gorgeous and they made it look like dancing on ice was the simplest thing on earth... sigh... ariel reminded me of di..hehe would have loved it if she'd ben ere... i just love fairy tales... i guess it's just a part of me tt'l never grow up...so wat if im child-like...certain things just have to b seen thru the innocent eyes of a child....

ok.. the knockin and banging on the door's begun... my cue to leave the nice computer... sighhhhhhhhhh... will b back asap... take care all... sending my love

gracie

a brand new year's unfoldin.. and look at all we've left behind.. memories, happines n sadness, silly arguements, disappointments, surprises and experiences.2004's been good... filled with many ups and just as many downs.here's hoping 2005 will be much better. to all the loves of my life...who've always occupied my heart...i wish for you..happiness that overwhelmes u...peace that satisfies you and a safe n healthy year ahead. may the joy u bring into my life be quadrupled into yours.

thank u 2004...
* i'm a working gal! a teacher by no simple means... a special person in a young child's eyes... a person for them to irritate to no end and to bestow never ending kisses to lower tempers that THEY themselves have caused to soar;p
*i've learnt so much...and experienced so much..
*the most special people in my life have held on to me and encouraged me and supported me thru all the agonizing months..and i'm so sure they'l just continue to be there for the months to come
*i've felt the simple joy that comes from realising that i've got it in me to reach for my dreams
*i've added beautiful souls into my life...people who make me think... why didnt i know them before now!
*i've contemplated over so many tragedies that the year brought... and learnt to be grateful for what i have..no matter how much or little.

for all the people suffering...in pain and fear...i hope your pain ceases just a little... i hope your fear recedes for awhile... i hope lost loved ones will be found... i hope for miracles....

have a great year ppl!

love, Grace

~Wake the neighbors, get the word out Come on... crank up the music... climb a mountain and shout This is life we've been given made to be lived outSo la la la la live out loud Live out loud, yeah Think about this... try to keep a bird from singing After it's soared up in the skyGive the sun a cloudless day and tell it not to shine Now think about this... if we really have been given The gift of a life that will never endAnd if we have been filled with living hope we're gonna overflowAnd if God's love is burning in our hearts we're gonna glow There's just no way to keep it in~

merry x'mas!

i'm back! finally after a loooong hiatus... so many things to tell ya'll but before i really start my ramblings... i'd just like to say tt our blog's still under construction so forgive the mess! i'll post a proper entry when i'm satisfied with the construction;p so anw... i turned 21!!!!! :) yay! alritey off i go...will be back real soon... i hope hehe... merry christmas everyone... spread the love!
luv,
*Gracie

i'm here again!!=D it's been so long.... this week's the last for me before i finally start my attachment.. i'm filled with anxiety n dread..ok ok and alil excitement too!! haha i'm finally gonna be putting wat i learnt to use on kids..not big buffalos who are acting as spastic kids! haha i dunno how it's gonna turn out but keep your fingers crossed for me k?!? seeing as this is my last week to put more effort into tt irritating folder.. i'm proud to announce that.... i've done nothin yet..zip,nada..NOTHIN! i spent the week meeting up with ppl instead..but they're ppl i havent met in such a long time.. met chris, aisha n yas on mon!! hahaha i was so happy to see them..after so long.. aisha still with her nonsense n loud voice and chris with all her looks.. it was awesome.. tues went ice skatin with clarissa n shamii.. haha shamii n me spent the two hours glued to the railings while lil kids nicely ice skated in front of us silently screamin..looooook at meeee..just when we were getting the hang of it it was time to go...sheesh..hmm weds.. i met my darling boo!! haha with di n fynny.. lemboo is a babe now ok.. no more prawn girl..hahah i love spending time with those two sweethearts of mine.. hopefuly i'll get to see them soon..so that was my week... last week i had dinner with sharon and the rest..her goodbye dinner..sad.. but eh she's still in town just not in that political sch.. ;p went bowling aft with her,claris n wahlau jay..and i fell..sigh..i'm just not satisfied with not makin a fool of myself... hehe
so aisha would have started work tdy... and im startin on MON..haha im sorry la i just cat get over the fact tt MON is almost here and i feel so unprepared...i better get to work and at least have somethin for nic to see tmr... i hate the damn thing..ah well.. it has to be done..
i miss..JULES...if u're reading this.. i miss u!!*huGz
love,Gracie

the past few weeks have gone by smoothly..with jules leaving, me trying to spend time wit ali before her freedom is taken away;p..helping a friend with a class of five year olds who kept going teacher this..or teacher that or i can do it teacher..or it's falling teacher.. every few mins...;p stayed over at ali's place a couple of times..tate like there's no tmr..celebrated ash's b'day with di, her bro, fynny ash-of course rite!- n his new-ahem ahem- girlfriend;) too bad i couldnt spend much time with them tho..some other time perhaps yeah? met up with the sac ppl!!! =D i am SO happy about tt one... i managed to arrange a gathering and actually have more than three ppl turn up in abt two?? three? days! and miss LG finally managed to pry herself away from her busy schedule and grant us mere mortals her time..haha...i am grateful babe! hahaha..it was fun..reminiscing..talking abt the past..talking abt the future..only the IMPORTANT ppl turned up... it went great...we'll meet up soon k ppl?? it just amazed me to see the different paths our lives are taking us and yet how we can still come together..to look at these ppl i've known for so long and see how far we've come... it might not seem a long way to most..but from girls who didnt give a damn wat we did in our futures to ppl who truly want each and everyone of us to do well.. im just happy for everyone... hmm.. wat else... ohh the teaching was fun..one hour plus only...did it for only a day..but it definately gave me insight..thinking of attachment and the damn folder is scary..family lunch tdy..yummy food!! gifts from my uncle!!!! hahaha.. i love the pens.. anw, since tmr is ali's day..here's a'lil something..for u baba dear... just to let u know...
ali.. i dunno who im gonna fight wit when u're not around to get on my nerves and nag at me... to so many ppl it seems like we're the constant squabbling ppl..forever fighting..forever saying "i've had enough!" hahaha but i know to me it's just the way we work.. we fight and argue and say things to irritate each other just coz as u say...fighting=best frens=love... i tell u, there've been numerous times i really felt i could chop ur head off.. but somehow we always just come back together...and it's settled on it's own..and peace reigns for a few days ;p haha... u're the person who can surprise me with ur silly little rubbish thots...or sudden shows of affection..or the way u do things for me silently..without havin to think it thru or ponder....or the way u're forever saying i pay 1st later we find the atm...haha or the way we can be talking and suddenly both of us just keeps quiet coz we're prone to daydreaming..and the silence is comfortable... i know u're not going away...or moving to some distant country,but i'm still gonna miss u.. i'm proud of u..and i'm hoping this new road u're going to embarke on leads u nearer to your dreams...take care of yourself while u're in there...and i'll see u in 12? days k? 6 months will fly faster than u can imagine...so...may god shine his face upon u my darling alibaba.. i love you lots! =) so mushy rite..for someone who's just going to THOMPSON!;p ok la... tt's all for now...SARA!! where have u disappeared to?!?!?
Gracie

||let me fly, let me be free, let me see the world, let me be ME||

it's been a tiring few days..both emotionally, mentally n physically.. everything has just been draining..but ive sed b4..i'm not gonna let anyone drag me down unless i wanna get dragged...the past few days ppl have been trying tho..ive realised tt everyboday loves going round the bloddy bush la.. i dunno y nobody just wans to take the straight path anymore haha..hmm ah well ok let's see wat hv i bn up to the past few days? let's see.. had a misunderstandin wit ali..thru jules.. which resulted in me being harsher then usual with the ppl ard me..haha poor them.. i finished my proj..ON TIME!!! haha with much support and encouragement and comrade from my miss super irritating, nickibayybee n sara..i dunno wat i'd do witout u guyz..i'll probably b eaten by tt croc la huh serenie..haha anw, met up with nic n ayu tdy!!!! hehehe i love them!! we were supposed to go ice skating..but..ahhh we spent a good part of the day riding ard in trains -dun ask!- haha in the end we caught laws of attraction..nt bad..van helsing stil gets my votes tho!but it was good la.. haha we makaned like mad..put our feet up and watched the whole movie with our usual commentary and nonsense la...haha oh yeah and we finialized our nitty gritty details for our attachment..now to start on the folder!!! sigh... oh yeah ytd was my grandma's wedding anni...had dinner at my aunt's...nice nice niiiice!! hehe..i'm talking all over the place arent i..cant seem to get my thots settled la..anw..wen i was so absolutely pissed ytd..crying for goodness knows wat reason...sara sed the exact things i needed to hear..and sara, i 'm glad u're always ard...and tt u understand hw it feels and that u support me like nobody's biz! haha..ur encouragement..sometimes it's the thing tt lifts me up.. she sent me this song..it's so sweet..
~Gotta find your inner strength
If you can't, then just throw life away
Gotta learn to rely on you
Beauty, strength, and wisdom, too
You're beautiful inside and out
Lead a great life without a doubt~ =D it just made me feel SO MUCH better...so i'm hear to tell everyone...Inner strength tt is what i rely on!!haha..wow long entry huh..ok i'll stop now..just needed to clear the mind!even if it is all in jumbles..haha
love,
*Gracie||U gotta know it's true, in the end all u've got is you ||

||everybody now...breathe in....||

so even blogger's gt a new breath of life huh ;p my last day was on fri..it was sad..ayu read the poem to the class..OMG i jus wanted to cry ok..haha.. they gave us sweet lil cards n pressies n stuff even the unexpected one huh..haha thx u guyz..u know i love them all! the gang gt me danglers! haha they know me so well! played our last games n aft class we headed for DINNER!!!! its really good to hv frenz n lecturers wit cars! haha all in all it was a great day..and it made me realise these ppl ive met..they're great ppl..realli.. and i'm gonna try my best to hold on to the impt ones for a long time...ytd..met nicki bayyybeee n clarissa ;) haha shopping shopping, makan makan, gossip gossip..it was good!! din realise how much ive missed them over such a short period of time! i really had fun..and for once in my life when we arrange to meet we can all stay in the north!!! haha our side riggght??? met jules n alibaba for dinner..we ate kenny!!! haha..n tt ali..must be secretly thinkin me n jules ate too much make us walk round n round marina..somemore she walk damn fast ok! so we gt lost in marina!! can u believe tt!!! we actually got LOST!! haha wat'd i tell u..wen im lost, i'm always wit ali... we took pics tho! haha those two are just like me..we love takin pictures!!!it's no wonder we're JAG*s la..my other frenz always comment how i can take pics forever.. hw can i nt..with these two ard..haha

ao anyhoo...tt's been it for the past few days.. besides sitting at home being bored missing sch..thinking abt doing the damn projs..bleah prolly see jules tmr.. go meet the principle on fri..aiyah.. i better get back to the proj la huh.. every fibre in me doesnt want to tho..must finish early so can sit in class on mon! must must must..haha love ya all!
nickishamiiclarissasernejoycelynelainesharonayu..wahlau i miss u all can! we sepak ayu k? haha

love, *Gracie

|| I've had enough ||
So I read in ali's blog that ive changed?! me?dis coming frm someone who only spoke to me for..erm abt an hr or so?! maybe she means ive changed in a good way..maybe she's talking abt another grace..one tt she knows n ive never heard of...YEAH right la grace..;p wateva... one of ur best fren's blogs tt u've changed..without tellin u personally and u think she's talkin abt someone else..ohhhkay.. so, this brings me to my next question..have i changed??? yes u ppl who spend time with me..tell me have i?? honestly speaking..i'd like to think tt i have -tho my idea of my change n ali's might b diff;)- i mean i'm abt to finish a six month course...i must have changed at least a'lil right...ive learnt tt.. ive got to hold on to those ppl who've met me practically every week...who dun mind traveling frm diff sides of s'pore to town just to spend time with me when I can...people who've given me their time-n train fare- unconditionally...i've learnt tt some peopl-the bird in class! ;p- are so two-faced it's not even funny... and tt some ppl may look two faced...but they're all niceness n love inside...i've learnt that frenship can bloom between ppl with diff age grps as long as all parties are willing to try.. i've learnt home spa tips!! haha... i've learnt to believe in myself even when it looks like i'm going nowhere as in time i'll find a way... i've learnt tt sometimes the people who are the furtherst can warm your heart with just simple words... ive learnt tt i dun have to let ppl step all over me..coz I'M impt n i LOVE ME! haha... i've learnt to bask in the sweet words and encouragement of loved ones who've been here all along believing in me... i've realised tt some friends will do anything for me.. ive learnt tt some frens just want me to do everythin for them. n ive learnt tt some of my closest frens have been balancing taking n giving with me all these years... i've learnt abt kids n teachin -obviously right-
so i think ive changed..i'd like to think so...so ali's comment did make me think...i'm sure if i think real hard i'd find even more things tt ive learnt...but for nw ive got to use my thinking juices for the damn proj..sighh ooh yeah we had facials n pedicures n manicures n stuff in class ytd!! how fun...hahaha
jayrachhanimannienickyayuserenejoycelynelaineclarissasharmalasharonjune - thx for coming into my life...how could i have not known great ppl like u existed! haha
babboosonkey - thx for meeting me practically every week from so far away..u guyz KNOW i love u
shersara - thx for always being there...always...no matter wat..no matter when..
love, gracie
i wanna dance wit u~

i'm BACK to write!! sooo soon u say?!? haha... i just HAVE to write abt wat i had ytd in the hopes of causing some major salivating in all the loyal readers ;p haha..AND i'm supposed to b doing my proj la..but we all KNOW tt im the queen of procrastination..so anw...dinner at dad's best fren's place last nite..steamboat...can i say YAAAAAAAAY!!!! hehehe... OMG the amt of food! i especially loved the crabs, cockles-extremely well done for me pls-, prawns n beef!!! yuuuummmy...*salivates jus thinkin abt it...not to mention the awesome homemade chilli...uncle F...u've definately got a winner there! everytime we finished one tray he brought out another...the crabs were delish...apparently bought frm geylang..so ppl...buy your crabs frm geylang coz they'll make ur mouths water...so we ate n ate n ate...took a break then ate all over again...haha..the cockles reminded me only of one thing...ali,sher n me...and fishermen's village haha..we used to go there like so irritatingly often;p sighhhh...
on to really happy news!!! SARA GOT INTO UNI!!!! *applause applause* =D i'm so happy for her!!! yay yay yay!!! ok la i'm going to try doin my proj... damn u science! ;p ooooh... my two-eyelash-only-girl stayin over on mon & tues?!?!?! YAY! haha...
love, *Gracie

went for the funeral..ytd?? yup ytd..life's pretty short u know..always make me wonder...hmm...poor kid's gonna have to grow up missing her dad..sigh... anw sed bye to more ppl...hanim..annie...another two real special ppl... hanim..sexxay mama ah u *cheeky smile... pretty inside-out..i love ya! i seem to b blogging once every month only ah..haha i cant help it la so so busy...been having speech n drama expert in class the past two days... all our actions so OVER!!! hahaha "thhhh thhh thhh" it's kinda fun tho... i'm gonna be finishing my course redi... fast right...so sad..i dunno how... i love the nuts i see evryday.. Ms super mega rubbish/irritating serene ;p haha..whiney clarissa.. shhhhharmmmmallla;), nicky babeeey, beauty queen...haha, cheeky joycelyn..and of course right...my #1 always on my nerves forever fighting wit me but all outta love one... haha oh n forgeting our ever on our side lecturer..i lurve u babes! i'm glad it's always us against ThOse... birds, crocs, whatnots la... alritey la... i SHOULD be getting to the damn projs which i have no clue how to do! lil notes.... ppl suddenly leaving has left me really missing certain ppl..so lil notes...

||Sara - my blog or OUR blog ah;p how many times do i have to say..I MISS U...LOVE!||
||Sheri - =) three words...and u know what they'll always be...from my heart to yours i love u||
||Alibambutan! - i know how hard new beginings can be...but u'll find that path that has been carved out just for u one day.. thank u for holding onto me through all your endings and new beginings and lettin me be one of the few ppl who'll b there through it all||
||Jules - i havent seen u in so long!! i miss being miss-know-it-all in your life ;) haha.. i pity u for always having to listen to the bickering. BUT it's been awhile right...wait ah.. i'll meet up with u guys soon n me and ali can start again;p i love u..i miss JAG*s||
||Sonkey - happiness comes when ur smiles light up my life... words arent necessary for us..hearts that are connected alrdy know how the other feels!*nods||

that's all folks...for nw anw la..huGz for everyone!
love, gracie
||~ bright pleasant days...dark sacred nights......~||

a month!...wat a month it's been...lets see.. Sher's officially 21!!!! *APPLAUSE!!!!* she had a damn memorable itchy b'day din u my dear;p , i've had to say bye to two truly awesome ppl... rach n jay... WAHLAU jay....it's gonna be a bore...without u! but next yr yes?? next yr we'll all be back 2gether again! hopefully hehe..till then..we still have all our outings! tues tues tues!!! i cant wait..... the assignments have been neverending.. as soon as one leaves our hands we have to start the nxt...crazy! one due on tues..sigh... which i havent started!! haha...which i should be getting back to la... my fingers jus damn itchy..had to come type something...oooh baboo's pageant's over..i tell u she was damn sexxxay...pheeeweet...seriously!! the best outta the lot! c'mon la compared to the pasar woman n the rhino ass;p so mean! bt seriously..she was the best there...AND we actually had her with us the WHOLE night..AMAZING isnt it!! of all ppl...to be out ALL NIGHT LONG..*sing it wit me di..all night...all night longggg...all nite ;p...ok, back to work! i'll b back soon.... here's to the BILA BILA gang!!! u guyz.... as i said...next yr we'll reunite! haha..love ya lots! also... love my precious ppl who are so far away even more...namely two monkeys with names starting wit S...hehehehe...sighhhhh
love,
gracie

helllloo everyone...missed me?? ;p i have no idea where sara is...she's just missing from her own blog! how could u sara! haha i tried.. i really did..i've spent the last couple of hours lookin for a new background but nothing's caught my eye just yet..i'll leave it to u sara! find something u hear me....and come blog!! :) i've bn up to my neck with stuff to do... i've got two assignments due and one more exam coming up!! argh... the last 2 modules have been a bore.. i dunno if it's the module or the lecturers... BUT i still love sch! haha..have i told u guyz??? i gt 90 for the 1st exam and 95 for the 2nd!! =D i'm so happy.... we'll see how it goes with the third...hmmm

u know sometimes ppl say things in such a way u feel like suddenly u've got to defend ur every decision?? i dont understand y some ppl dont seem to be really happy for me... i need u guys to support me too..u know? it's just difficult when u KNOW how impt u guyz are..right? i'm happy..so please be happy for me..if not..just move aside and let me be..coz i'm not gonna let myself be dragged down unless I wanna be dragged! ;)

wat else wat else...oooh since Di's page is down for now... i'll give u guyz a'lil update on her life...she just started her new job on fri!! sounded like it was a bore to her..but i'm pretty sure it'll get better di..yes it will! haha...and what's he new job u may ask... she's traing to fly...without wings! c'mon i KNOW u guyz know what it is..u know u know!! Di's in a stage of re....re-furnishing?!? ;p her life..so new clothes...new shoes..new anything from u guyz would be greatly appreciated by DEEEEDEEE! haha...

i thought i had alot to say..but i seem to have lost that train of thot...so i'll go off to study...or do some of my proj...or laze ard-which is prolly wat i'll ACTUALLY end up doing ;p- oh yeah..SHER..thank u for calling me....but u didnt call back!!! haha.. i love hearing u talk... it's like we've gone five years back n u're in ur room and i'm in my aunt's place..just talkin n talkin... soon k??plsssss? hehehe ok ok i'm going!!*huGZ* all around!
love,grace
it's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance. it's the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance.. it's the one who wont be taken who cannot seem to give..and the soul of dying that never learns to live.....

If I were a month I would be: december!!!
If I were a day of the week I would be: saturday
If I were a time of day I would be: 12
If I were a planet I would be: earth
If I were a sea animal I would be: dolphin
If I were a direction I would be: north
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: bed
If I were a liquid I would be: iced choc
If I were a stone, I would be: diamond
If I were a tree, I would be: a coconut tree;p
If I were a bird, I would be: peacock hmm but that's a male bird..maybe a dove...(di!!! doooove;p) no no a toucan..hmm i'm nt too sure ;)
If I were a tool, I would be: hammer..(bang bang bang!!!!)
If I were a flower/plant, I would be: rose
If I were a kind of weather, I would be: sunny yet windy
If I were a mythical creature, I would be: unicorn
If I were a musical instrument, I would be: saxaphone
If I were an animal, I would be: dog
If I were a color, I would be: RED
If I were an emotion, I would be: complete,utter happiness
If I were a vegetable, I would be: a mushroom
If I were a sound, I would be: my best friend's laughter
If I were an element, I would be: fire
If I were a car, I would be: ferrari
If I were a song, I would be: a hit! ;p
If I were a movie, I would be directed by: the best
If I were a book, I would be written by: enid blyton..hehe
If i were a poem I would be : My own
If i were part of a company i would be : Founder!
If I were a food, I would be: chocolate
If I were a place, I would be: the place memories are stored
If I were a material, I would be: the same as my blanket...happiness is snuggling under it!!!
If I were a taste, I would be: sour (yummm!)
If I were a scent, I would be: the smell of baking cookies!! famous amos-y haha
If I were a religion, I would be: catholic! *nods
If I were a word, I would be: GRACE
If I were an object, I would be: camera!!
If I were a body part I would be: heart
If I were a facial expression I would be: surprise on the brink of a huge smile
If I were a subject in school I would be: english...duh!
If I were a cartoon character I would be: a smurf! haha
If I were a shape I would be: star
If I were in a pubic service job I would be : a fireman!!! haha
If I were a number I would be: 10

haha just curbing my b0red0m! HAPPY V DAY EVERY0NE! lotsa love to those few precious people! off to study..study study study...bleah ;p
*Grace

we really shud change the bkgrd sara..it's starting to bore me too..hmm...anw, today(in in fri) was my grandma's b'day...memories memories memories....sigh..it'll never really be ok will it? will it? remember the jelly cake di? cant belive it's been a yr...

on to happy news.. extension for assignment!! yay! tues! something's better than nothing i reckon! BUT there's quite a lot to b done not to mention homework...i justw anna sleeeeep! oh yeah!! i saw cheryl and charlotte the other day!!! cheryl james! sooo nice bumping into them..and realising that they were actually happy to see me too!! it's been wat? five years since i last saw them!!! =D it was nice...these were the ppl i spent sec one and two bluffing to b listening during malay lessons with. haha

syping for us tmr mayb?whadya say deeeedeee?? hahahaha...*rubs hands in antcipation* cant wait!!!! watch out fluent english person!!! haha.. lemboo darling...you make me so grateful you're in MY life and not somebody elses. I wanna hug you!!! hahaha bambi..how did i ever believe those were shyeyes

Gracie:)
||u dont miss your water till the welll runs dry||

have you ever realized that one of your closest friends was looking right at you and tellin you a little teeny white lie? have you ever? have you ever felt exactly the way i felt when i realized? when you know she/he's twisting the truth.BUT you know they're only doing it to keep you from getting hurt. they're only doing what comes second nature to them...protecting you. so I ask you again..have you ever felt exactly the way i felt? coz at that instant i've never loved this friend more. Coz with this person, is where i know...that i'll always b safe..i'll always be held and protected..i'll always be cherised...i'll always be loved...this is where i know i'll never do any wrong. where i can b wat i want to be..i can be a closet superstar..a closet rock singer;p a closet anything! haha this is where hearts are wrapped with bubble-foam and handled with care and hugz are given freely.This is where i'm always me...where even at my worst..i'm always the best...so even tho it was just a little gesture done without any hesitation..it just reinforced everything we stood for.

Right...that's enough mushiness for now ;p haha..sara's gone!*G*O*N*E*.. she left on the 19th..back across the world! another 365 days to go.before i get her back here!! counting down counting down...sheesh.. It's kinda ironic we never had a proper end to our convo huh? haha..i miss you so much my dear!

TWO assignments due nxt week*faints i'm actually supposed to be working on one of them now..but i cant seem to come up with anything..AT ALL.. some help..anyone??? school's been hilarious! the things we do!! you wont believe until u see! but it's fun.. ohhh that day i was havin my mee hoon and i found a biiiig worm in it!! so disgusting!!!! eww eww eww...i can still see all those tiny legs..yuck..and my fren was tellin us that this worm wasnt the first insect found in the food there..soooo no more 1st floor for us yes?*nods ;p alritey..better shift my attention back to my assignment!! Happy Chinese New Year!!!!here's to the monyet year!!:)

*Gracie
*sings* I'm really not your average thug ahhh ugggggg hehehe